Once decided Never look back!.

hi i am back to blog again! life has been ok up ands down! hahax.. oh well tis month happy my  jr darling frens Victor! gave me a brand new com hahax so naise of him and even bring me out to enjoy life eat all shisha tgt 2 ppl jus go out the whole day even is jus 2 guys i didnt find bored cos we forever got lots of things to talk hahax like for example girls? hahax!! enjoying my life now even thought i am single oh well.. jus 1 day only i be waiting the right girl to appear infront of me and truly love me..

I HATE PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS DON'T HAVE CASH ON HAND.

I am not talking about poor people, but those who always choose to withdraw very little money out of the ATM, like $20 at a time, despite having money.

This is a very broad stroke because it's very normal for us to run out of money sometimes. I do too. The key word is ALWAYS, and also this is very important - how you handle the situation when you run out of cash on hand.

I'm sure all of you, like me, have friends who are always low on cash. So whenever there is a group dinner at a restaurant that doesn't take credit cards and they don't have enough cash to pay, you help them pay first. Or in shared cab rides, you have to fork out more. Or you invite them over for a game of poker/mahjong. They lose, no cash. Owe you first.

I find these people super irritating.

As a general rule, people who feel embarrassed about borrowing money will always try to get rid of that ashamed feeling by returning it fast. AND these people usually have cash, to prevent such a situation from happening in the first place, so it stands that that people who always don't have cash, usually will not bother to return money efficiently, or at all.

I am not a very kaykao person. I don't remember it when people owe me money, and often I don't remember to remind them. But when I do actually remember, I RESENT having to open my mouth and ask for the money. It's embarrassing. And when I remind and the person STILL doesn't pay me back, I hate having to ask again. And worse of all, sometimes the amount is small, like $10 or $20. It would seem like I'm such an asshole to go ask for it back.

But it isn't about the money. It's about the person's incorrect thinking. It is not polite to borrow money from people, furthermore with such a cavalier attitude to it. I don't care that much about the $10, I care that you put me in this situation of discomfort and thus, I don't feel like giving that $10 to you b!tch.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not a stingy, miserly person. If this occurs not infrequently, it's totally ok for me to fork out a bit more for my friend. But if out of 10 situations 8 times the person has no cash to pay for it, I'd start to be frustrated.

If they don't have money to participate in whatever activity be it dinners or outing, they shouldn't! How can they expect people to pay for them first, always?

If they have the money and they know they are going to be needing cash, isn't it just polite of them to go withdraw some before they come out or join us?

And after borrowing, sometimes I see them walk pass an ATM machine with me and I'm thinking "WTF? Why isn't she withdrawing to pay me back?? THE DINNER FREE AH?". I get it that sometimes people forget. But it's about not making it happen so often that slowly, people KNOW they always have to pay for you and would rather not meet you anymore.

There, that's the problem with Askers.

They think, "If you don't want to lend me money why don't you just say no? When I walk past that ATM and didn't notice it why didn't you just ask me to withdraw money for you? You needed the money back urgently meh?"

How do you say "no" to someone borrowing $10? It is extremely confrontational and making things awkward, and I get irritated that I am put in that situation where I have to reject you. I am doing you a favour by helping you pay, why do you have to make things difficult for me? Doesn't seem fair there.

And we come to the part where I am the most fucking pissed about. When asked about why they always don't have cash, these people always reply "Because when I have no cash I spend less."

Or some other variety of bullshit such as "I am trying to save money" or "I think using card I can have accounts of where my money went".

It makes me sooooooooooo fucking angry. You think the rest of us don't want to also spend less? Or that we don't wanna save money and have accounts of our spendings clearcut to us?

Yeah you successfully save money... Because people are fucking paying your shit for you! What bullshit about spending less when you don't have cash... You spent it didn't you? Just without your own money!! If you truly think that with less cash you'd spend less, then you shouldn't have participated in that outing/dinner that cost you money! Go dinner with the group but don't order anything or order within the money you DO have!

Irritating!!

In general I think working adults should always withdraw at least $200. When it goes low to about $50, it's time to withdraw again.

Its writen by xiaxue the post i jus copy paste i find it damn true ya recently meeting my so called sec friens and others like duhh there this girl always no money when come out with us den always we been paying for her like 3-4 times le? like come on no cash fcuking dont join us or at least dont be so fking thick skin say borrow ok we lend den the nxt few outing duno how auto return us? like da fark AUTO abit oh my fking god  sake not say i am here complanning i find it damn true yea u work while else i dont duh so i dont see a reason why u no cash or maybe like $5-$10 in ur wallet like fk? all keep in bank for wat earn interest isit.. come to girls who borrow money i am very scared de terror only and always go out no money etc we ATM isit u eat wat drink wat we pay den u giv us ur pussy for exchange den. like that i call it fair trade i am not trying to be a bastard or what but is true pls.

Firstly i got this sutitation before she no $$ i always treat her in return wat i get HURT from her how not to piss off u tell me LA really FFFFUUUU yes i am here complanning the $$ i spent on u and how the fcuk i get to like u and end up all become sadness and dulaness. really all way too fcuked up thx to u now the things u did to me i wont forget. even seeing u outside or wat i wont say hi to u maybe even avoid u also have. u gave me the feeling i jus duno how to face u after u did tat to me. it really hurted me alot till its unexplaninable. why u need do this do me! fcukkkk uuuuuuuu.. even no matter wat i say or did make u angry is sooo ridiclous of u to throw smth at me like duhhh! ok enuff of ranting fk.

i am a very easy going person u treat me naise i treat u x10 better thats for sure as long as i see u really is nasie to me i will do my part too be it guys or girls apply the same. jus like to my darling jr treat me damn good jus at some times scold me also i wont take it to heart i know i did smth wrong inbetween thats why he need to raise his voice at me and scold me but nvm at least i learn smth etc. go out with him always happy de sometimes he send me home from west also nvr complain really damn good la him. those treat me good naise to me i wont forget de and will always treat them back even better!

Is ur lost to lose me as a friend i wont feel a single pinch of hurt in me. 

My Fake smile

Cant really think of any shitx all i get is unhappiness! always trying to make myself busy find a job play games so i wont go think of those unhappy momments but looks like i am wrong even i gt $$ also cant buy happiness. haiz really deep down inside me is never a happy one. those who always see me go out talk all look like happy happy like i am enjoying my life nah u all are so wrong once i am at home i am back to my emo-self really really need get out of sg to enjoy myself staying in sg is bored max. everyday getting old and older more things need to take note abt health future etc. so whats left for me since i am always not happy with myself 1 day really were to go crazy and mad i wont be suprise if i ended up in mental hospital. all the unhappy momments thinks running in my brain no one can solve it but its k i always tell myself endure wo ke yi de.

A ring me up today asking me how am i and all again well at least she gt bf she got the heart to call me very naise of her didnt regret loving her in the past wishing her all the best in her r/s as usual! unlike some people treated me for granted hurt me somemore jus cant beileve how the fark even why i treat u so good maybe i am dumb but nvm i will learn as i move on and see it clearly who are u to me. guess all i can say is Hi-Bye friend and can basically fcuk off from my life. Told myself le when i treat someone good dont ever hurt me i will turn into devil and hate u for life espically to those tat i really got put my heart to love you. even thought god always tell me forgive and forget oh well somethings wan to forgive also hard cos is like a broken glass once is broken it cant be mend back. for bros i can easily forgive and forget but never backstab one another cos thats it the most crazyiest thing u can ever do.

And Priest for nuts online r/s u love me den be truthful to me dont need to fking lie to me and act u online but actually that person is ur frien online ur acc to act afk and play rank games for u. u think i dumb ar if u ownself online u be in Ohana chat not first time le wor u telling me ohh garena update jus now thats why u are not in ohana chat. now i know already is ur frien login ur acc thats why ur acc is not in ohana chat gotcha ya u can lie once but not twice. and dont even start a lie cos when u started a lie u will do it again and again. and so sad ur frien break his promise and tell me everything u told him to do. its ok anyway i dont giv a fcuk abt online r/s jus i find it retarded come on la love me ar come sg la find me show me ur real self photos all are deceiving i am not a fool like hello! really got no idea why u love me i always only jus fuck u in the face and u still love me really silly girl i ever met online love a guy who always scolding her oh well...

so now see what i mean always gettings shitxs problems on me thats why i am never once a happy guy. maybe when i am with jr and kkj dh i am happy la cos they are my true friens or should i say blood bro and sis. i treat them like family go out tgt happy happy enjoy ourself laugh etc eat good food watch movie go shopping all. waiting for the day we go overseas! tgt haha sure fun! who ever hurt them or bully them for sure i gona go full head on defend them! love u guys. dh ar u youngest among us i wont blame u for the wrong things u did its k i and jr will teach u! kkj tis role model of my silly crazy girl always showing us dlcks ! grown up liao woman liao! so if u do wrong things i sure kan u gona be like jr hehehx! so only when time to sayang u we will but time to kan u we wont hesitate hehex!

Haizz ok shall end here hope my role play later 1 time pass den i can start working le!

wo xin li de na xie bu kai xin de shi zhen de hen duo 

   

Yi Ge Ren Gu Dan

Sometimes being single suxs huh no one will be there for u when u are upset or lonely. u got to ownself find self entertainment i dare admit i am not a good guy thats why no girlfriend or girl love me fcuk yea! those who treat me naise de i will treat them double back the love they giv me but those who treat me for granted i giv u shitx and dont expect me to treat u naise cos u dont deserve it. In life i learn alot ever since i know jr teach me way too much things grown up le now i see things is far i think alot when i am alone way too much things le haiz always tell ppl be positive and be happy while else myself am i really happy? i always ask my self tis qns am i even happy while living in this world. all those ppl i love de either hurt me or i left them guess i am bad at r/s ba i suck dont understand girls thinking duno wat da fark is up in their mind thinking tats why fail so many times i also duno how i get to get a gf when i am young those xmm so easy to date them now is too real. Yes i can get a ahlian as my gf np but leh will last long meh awhile only i guess wan find a truely good girl as a gf not easy as i expected. 21 liao time to be srs in wat i do and work towards my future. fk who ever who make me sad i shall ignore u all and find things to make myself happy. In my life only few ppl i treat them as my bro sis they know who are they i can tell u currently is 2 kkj and darling only and my sec friends and my family nothing more le. most love is darling kkj and my daddy. 3most important ppl in my life. i treat u all the best i can give till my last breathe nothing more i shall else for.    

hi i am back!

woo long time no post anything on my fb so guess i got new things to update! my bro come out le! woo he contacted me i was like omfg u finally came out! miss u like mad la miss the old times we 5 go out do crazy things party every weekend party like a rock star and wont havent money issues abt doing anything we want even though 1 person no money to go club we will pay for him thats is how steady we are we come out dont talk abt $$ de u no money we pay can help we help no need say u own me $$ first we treat when going home take cab we always try ask the uncle can sit 5 ppl cos we stay quite near each other mostly is sucess lol some uncle were like scare we run cab -.- come to think of it is like omfg so scared dont drive at night la some uncle understanding if those look really scared we will $50 standby enuff bo to go 5 places no joke de. haha so yea told him on phone be good boi la dont do silly things le inside is much more helll den outside and we miss u alot haha. miss the old times we outside have trouble we settle it tgt no ones get pangseh behind or get bully finally u are out la! damn happy u are like our big boss haha cos why sec times u are like our boss in the class haha fighter n0.1 among the 5 of us angkong siao also u lol oh well hope u change la be good boi! smoke cigg can le! dont even touch others things le priest that time i say u infront u kind of never listen to me and when u go in u know how disapointed sad we are or not!! now u out le lets get reuinted soon 9yrs tgt le and counting on!  now we all 21 le change good boi liao nvr fight nvr find trouble only ppl come find trouble with us den no choice lor recently gt into a trouble but lucky we settle it by using talking and not fist and my darling jr also help me too when i told him i gt problem cos i know my side the bros the power not so strong now my tis big bro out le swee le fking joanne u think ahboi aka ray not here we easy makan ar fk u man i dont care how strong ur husband gang is cant imagine if ahboi with us u dare write those comment or not cfm dont dare u know u cant win us so pls stop acting ur husband is sooo great like wowwww big shot so u can got the ability to go head on with us oh come on u jus a freaking sec class mate of ours so i dont giv a fcuk man u wan trouble i giv u trouble np jus wait u only is lucky ur husband scared of duno wat tats why talk nicely with us joke. i jus dont wan find trouble only if i really wan cfm is not gona be naise gona turn out ugly and i dont wan disapoint ppl around me those i promise de i will keep the promise be good.. espically my dad.

now my close frien is ohana ppl jr yy dh and my sec bros and my steady hao kaki joseph always help me when my com broke down etc even thought sometimes u action abt how rich u are to other ppl i dont care de cos i know u well while else ppl duno u well so pls change to be humble always tell u to watch ur body language dont let ppl think u are rich and u are action jus be humble no one will say u or maybe even u have more friends den me. but its ok i will always teach u the right thing from last time till now u change alot i teach u alot too u learn and apply thats good! maybe if u mix more with my ohana group i think my darling jr can screw some good things to learn in ur brain lol cos jr teach me alot <3 him ttm! i change alot i know myself de from last time a bad boi now a good boi le always trying to be better so wont disapoint my dad too cos he knows abt how crazy bad i am last time tats why now in wat things i do i go out etc he will ring me need him fetch me home cos he scared i stay outside late find trouble or mix with wrong friends learn bad again.. but i wont le la grow up le 21 can think liao mature enuff le know wats right wats is wrong. study is the most important thing i wan do now.

ok tis is a happy post so ya hehex gona sleep now is 4.30am le.. and go for interview later at 10am hope i can get the schedule i wan for my working hours.