Haizzz..

Back to my blog cos i have things in my mind running which i duno to be sad or angry.. so here it goes this classmate of my is angry at me u know why cos i suan him poke him like mad if u cant afford to play then dont start la he can say something like "Punggol people no up de la" and when teacher going thru those important qns for exam den end of class i go ask teacher abt some parts of the qns i duno how to do. As i walk back to my seat he shoot me so easy do no need ask de la in a scarastic manner. Tmd doesnt mean u know how to do u can talk in such way b1tch u are jus like one of the classmate the girl who is so proud yea u get A big fcuk arh. u dont wan to be humble nvm wor dont ceebai taunt me with such words and looks. Cos when i start dont blame me nb i can be even more scarstic and words can be damn hurting when come out from my mouth. Cant afford to play then dont start really 1 word weakling. Huh that time i ask u how to do this qns u reply me wat oh i am busy, sry i outside, i having dinner, yea eh fcuk u wan to help u will call me back dont come giv me alibaba excuese nb got 1 time doesnt mean i will be understanding to know oh he is busy so therefore he cant help me.. yaya i not so dumb to beileve it dont wan help jus say i can find others nnb. Dont wear a mask infront of me really.. i get sick of it. This wat i am facing in sch those fcuk up people.. Yea u can tweet  smth like" i kept quiet doesnt mean nothing happen. i am trying to be patience and I'm controlling. so now should i reply to ur tweet jus bring it? wan i can do it de wor bloody hell.. but i decided not to i go sch to study work hard not to disapoint my love ones not to find trouble but if i have no choice i will do it. that is if i got no choice but to do it. Lucky class still got majority nice guys and 2 nice ladies too.

Ok enough of ranting feel better after i wrote it out on my blog. Damn sian to face that 2 classmates who is so proud haiz.. its ok come to think of it i still got my loves ones who are my true friends.. so why bother abt ppl who are so fcuk up :)

Jus finish bathing going to do my work now le and do abit revise so fast 7+ le.. and pls A dont find me when u need me to help u with smth... i feel like shit when u have a bf yet always finding me appear infront of my door step for watt ur bf useless de ar got problem he cant handle for u? must need me meh and when u are done with me helping u disappear for 2-3 weeks den suddenly bomb appear infront of me again or sending me random text got miss u? wat i doing faster reach home stop drinking wat call u when i hit home? u are making me damn confused... i am spare tyre? haizz being too nice to u le.. and yet end up hurting myself :( duno how to describe this feeling haiz nvm i going to do my work now and stop thinking abt all this shits le..

Life's up n down..

So what i been doing this few weeks as usual same everyday school in morning hit home 6+ 7+ den bathe eat and do my work. Got back my maths result got a C means 60+ range all along i been failing all my class test so teacher was shock that i got a C for maths x.x but i am happy tat i pass hah its tough man will work harder to score a B or A. Told my dad abt the results he is happy he said well done work harder for my coming major exam. which is 1month from now. Gona try hard for my coming 3 big exams..

Now to me playing games is jus to relax n i am contented when i got my first win already. Not like last time i rage like a -.- when i lose games or try hard to win a game in ranked games... lucky that i still have my skills haha!

Started working last weekends le this weekend will still be the same at vivo city working. i dont feel is bored or shagg when i working duno why maybe very long nvr work ever since last yr F1 till now.. Of cos now i need to plan for my time management for my revision and working. Can see my some of my classmates working and studying at the same time still can score so good results.. Must learn from them le.

Miss the times when i am young 16-19 to not need to worry abt anything everyday at home playing games slack go sch as normal no stress etc as i aged need to start worrying abt all these.. my future wat i wan to be wat i wan to do etc.. haizz

So this is for someone incase thinking that yea i am so free to play games chat etc yea u are totally so wrong i am busy as always jus finding time to blog and do the things i wan to do..

Jus today done with my presentation for projects.. nxt week 2 more to go and thats all i hope no more projects man.. damit didnt know poly so many projects wtfux.. need cope with studies need do projects wth think we so free arrrr but nvm i can do it de all i need is time management!!.

Some people really think she so smart yea fcuk u jus because u got all A's doesnt mean u can be proud abt it. ceebai sometimes jus wan kan u lor so proud for fcuk! 17 nia 1995 de.. Wonther if she ever feels how people look at  her when she giv all the bossy b1tch attitude in class. Jus makes me think of something only after my poly u can fk off from my life :) Glad that i got all the naise guys in my class! so far ok can get along with them..

k gona end here le.. will update when i have time or have sorrows to type out ! or when i feeling down heh!  

i am back bloging ^_^

So yea came here to type abt how's my life now i guess is doing good 2nd half semester jus started first week have pass back to nom on studies projects all 1 whole sum of projects waiting for me to do damn sian larhx nvr ending de the projects.. 1 down nxt momment new 1 coming up damn retarded de i also duno why ask us do this project also in future wont use it on work somemore -.- damn.. ok so yea nvr drink for 2 weeks le and counting hah jus doing normal lifes at home relax watch movie online sometimes go out watch movie with friend drink teh relax dinner all.. will take up a job soon for sat and sun for some income for me.

Recently did some catch up with DH hah so he told me that he saw the bloody "big bad fox" in nex mall same theatre and movie as him LOL! and he ask me guess is who lololo and my first guess was correct is tat muther fcuking Sinnnnny wat a b1tch will never forget how u backstab us nnb jus because of 1 girl for urself.. so Dh was telling me he was still wearing his baggy pants LOL ceebai and his face look like dog thats how DH describe him lololo.. laugh until my jaw drop. bloody ass study some UNI and his thinking is so cunning wicked sick and yet unforgiven. lucky got my jr ren ren to catch his fking tail so sadd arrw u gt CAUGHT red handed b1tch. i wan thx you in person 1 day i see u in rl for making the 4 of us more closer lololo. And letting me to see the world more clearly what kinds of people out there in the society. u are 1 scary muther fcuker! BACKSTAB huh thats the worst thing u can do la so stupidddddddd like a Sohai. study so clever also no use cos end of the day u are jus a ceebai in my eyes. In Dh eyes u are worst then a beast LOL u hurt him alot backstab him like siao i will never forget how my bro DH feels tat time nothing can describe it. U jus a Big Bad Fox if 1 day u can see this or got the chance to see this post nah this is for u _!_.

haha ok enough of saying tat big bad fox. so for me i am ageing as days goes by learning alot thru out my life walking step by step thru out this poly route. what i can say is nothing is impossible is weather u wan do it or not. i must tell myself to jiayouu i can do it nvr give up no matter how hard jus try my best to solve it :)