2012!!

ok now talking abt the good sight i am happy to receive the first call from crazy girl aka alice she is so sweet omg call me and say happy new year to me at 12am sharp omg i was shock to receive her call and the bf beside her lol so badd!why i say so bad is because she fking shout on the phone HAPPY NEW YEAR DICKSON LU i am like ok wtfux u mad girl first time seeing her shout so happily like wow! but she later text me secretly she purposely wan make him angry or smth ok real so sometimes girl are abit crazy la huh random max! but its okay la they gt pms ma we guys dont have so u dont see we being random lol we are jus purely fine! but guys 1 things is when they are jealous abt smth they is really jealous no joking man! and when u see guy heartbroken and really is sad they is truely love this girl till they broke down like mad? cos we normally guys are strong but when we are weak we dont show and vent it out we jus keep it to ourself and find smth to overcome it like go drink to pour our sorrows.. and get drunk next day hangover and life continues for us tats how normally guys do. looking foward to reopen sch and kick my @ss to study hard and less playing lol already left ard 2months to big exam and 1month to graduation.     

RAGE MAX!

ok i gona start abt my ranked games ok so woke up before heading to aunty house lost 3 ranked games nvm den saw kkj sis the video gone duno which idiot bastard b1tch bm her till she i think put the private video and can feel she kind of sad jus duno why la huh some people jealous la too cute adorable tats why bth till bm or dont like her etc but no matter wat i jus always giving her support cheer her up yea tats wat i always do to ppl when they are down. so after that get bathe change go aunty house str8 so after celeberating at aunty house hit home at 1+ play ranked till 6.30! ok real whole night i meet AXG.joe AXG.aidenz 6 games in a row i lose all the way only last 3rd game i won them once using kass to carry team and i fking lose all the 5 games either i get troll or i get dcer i lose is lose so fast till 20mins also have WTF ok nvm wor tat time i 1585 elo cb i meet AXG.dan AXG.kwang my 2 nights 16 games lost thx to them too 8/10 games i meet them LOSE nvm kana BM badly FK! dulan max la arrrrrrrr!!!!!!! why i win need try so hard but when i lose is really jus get thrash so badly wtf my skills not good enuff? or the fking match making giv me scrubs i can see ppl telling me in ranked KASS not op la no need banned WTF captain 1.6k elo tell me tat den oppenent pick kass owned us like fk! is really get thrash badly till OMFG haizzzz so sometimes i jus put too much feel into ranked games i really is put my effort in wan to win in the end get troll or dcer or cb idiots troll elo to them to make me lose haiz FML la dulan tis how mad i am right now haiz SUA la going smoke and sleep! now already 6.40am.. ccb again record 1 day lose 8 ranked games my 3rd time already haiz haiz haiz arrrrr !#&!&$!^!^#$!$^$!*#^!#^!* going sot ok must maintain liao really is sot liao me come on jus a game i must slap myself man wake up!!!  

2012 arriving!

ok gona talk abt my ranked games lol climb so hard after 2 weeks of fight? finally i am back to 1530! but i aiming 1.6k so guess nxt few days i may drop back? lol i duno haha gona try hard huh! so yea 2011 is ending in 15hours time and the sad part is i am ending 2011 SINGLE! woohoo but also cannot say sad part la huh gt good gt bad which i duno how explain again.. but nvm gona look foward for my new goals work hard get into poly, my driving license going continue cos i take halfway stop -.-, maybe find a gf i duno or maybe not haha..

So yea talking abt tis yr i should say is bad la huh things go wrong at the wrong timing things tat i wanted always i dont get it and those things tat is unexpected will come running to me.. but nvm its ok at least i nvr regret getting to know mr jr wang troll guy lolololo super bm huh :D but no la he is steady good bro lai de respect! teach me alot learn alot from him too bad things good things dirty things all also have la haha lol! kkj sis most naughty and dirty yaoii siao also lololo!, Dinghao! and alot ppl la huh! cliff enzo dabby roy etc all awesome guys man :)

kkj sis show me a video of herself lolololo i am the first 1 to see feel so proud lolo BYL huh :D but nvm i like it lmao super funny cute adorable la bth and she fking shy lololo and the topic is abt! *** u can nvr imgaine de LOL real man! so seen only the first half cos she say cannot need to wait till she upload it so bad!! la 

looking foward to the video gona laugh hard man! but at the same time sappork her ttm!! ^_^

Jus wishing my 2012 everything will be fine good things goes smoothly the way i want and no regrets no looking back to 2011 when the clocks strike 12am FCUK! looking foward to a new brand year everything new weeeeeeeee..

you shi wo zhen de hen bu se de ba ni wang ji diao ke shi wo yi jing zhuo dao le :<

Angels from nightmare

Wat a day to start today woke up at 3+pm tis few days have been sleeping at as early as 7am in the morning fking real due to ranked games too much haha so ya. so woke up today 3+pm ranked 2 games and suppose to meet 1 of my frien for dinner but end up jus a call from alice i cancel my dinner meeting with frien and met her due to the fcuking bf aeroplane her.. real end up i be good person lor come down pei her eat walk around town shopping for her xmas gift for her mum so ya. so shopping done send her home as she was abt to enter lift she say she dont feel like going home so early cos was only 10pm so k nvm find a place sat down smoke tgt and chit chated etc saying her bf tis la tat la no good den why still hold on to the r/s man i ask her tat not i being a bad person asking her to break but no point wat complains over and over again. so she jus keep quiet for a momment and for no reason she break down like hmm did i say smth wrong o.o so as usual trying my best calm her down and lending her my shoulder.. haiz since so xin ku why in the first place patch.. super wtfux man and i also duno why i am like so worried for her the momment she call me i jus change bathe and meet her maybe my feelings for her when deeper i duno la but i jus feel she is not the 1 i looking for but yet arr jus duno how to describe my feeling.. fk! so before she went home i tried to make her smile and yes i did it so she smiled tats good la i also smile i jus hate girls cry la huh!

Sometimes i feel my feelings for her is it true or not i jus duno man when she is single i jus basically make her wait now she is in a r/s cos sometimes she talk to me halfway she tell me i go call my baby liao den my mind think orhx ok bye so call ended. is like my heart is jealous but i jus cant think of it WHY! am i jealous. see tis is wat i mean by i am confuse yet jus cant think of a reason why am i jealous due to she told me she going call her baby den i jealous? wtf let ppl hear sure laugh la haiz. suan le la come to think of it after a good sleep i forget all those unhappy things in my mind cos i jus wan to look foward to a better day. now i am always trying hard to see things towards a brighter side and positive rather den negative always..

i wish i known the truth behind the lies

Bonding!

Hi everybody i am back blogging hehehe how did u guys spent ur christmas huh! i spent it with my lovely bros and sisters while else on christmas eve spent it with family relatives big time gather tgt to share the love with each other and praise the lord for the food and everything :) had fun tgt on the christmas day it self even thought stupid dabby too real nearly spoilt my mood in morning put me big big aeroplane like a boss end up i like a idiot solo go church myself for christmas service lol nvm den k after church call bro JR never pick up best la so cfm sleeping like dog lolololo so nxt call to was mr DingHao! woo answer my call in a shag tone lol jus wake up so i say lets meet now go breakfast so he complain to me yy nvr reply my text msg whatsapp call nvr pick up LOL i told him aiya u also not duno yy pattern is wat de outside sure fk care the phone lol jus dump into the bag silent mode zai la i like that! very lady Boss! cant imagine if she 1 day is a company of a boss den nvr pick of phone de once knock off from work sure gg lol :D so bm haha but i saying quite true rite :D so dh agree with me ya hor so i told dh go bathe i going call tat kkj sis yy along with us for breakfast! so yea 1 called to her nvr pick up :< but 5secs later she called back lmao she jus wake up opps lucky she nvr rage at me i so hao xin ask her join us for breakfast she na li se de to rage me hor lolololo abit BYL but nvm learn from her de :) so met up with dh le 2nd call to bro jr again NVR pick up zai la tis time i kup fast cos i see aiya sure sleeping like a pig. so yea meet up le she late for 1 hour tmd bian tai! bth nearly smack her man lol so after lunch go dh house for movie captain america! watch half way i ko on dh bed too tired la cos last night slept 1 hour only so shag! but ya so sleep on his bed they say i snore WTFUX real means i too tired la duh! like sleeping beauty tis kkj sis say haha so bad! duno wheather they got disturb me or not when i sleeping lol.

so yea after tat train down to bedok to enzo house cos bro jr car cant sit 4 ppl behind wait kana caught gg so  we took a train down me dh kkj sis shag 1hour + journey haha but at night had a good dinner at some thai restaurant awesome la the food love max max plus chated awhile to chill. and later night at enzo house play blackjack mr dh lose like mad when kkj sis came in to join us lol spoilt his card haha and give us all luck lady luck huh! and enzo my lucky boi! keep giv me good card hehee. so had fun man tgt with my bros and sis yea! happy max tis is wad friends are for tgt bonding rocks seeing them smile i feel happy too ^_^

A good morning text does not only mean "Good morning". It has a silent, loving message that says..."I think of you when I wake up.   

What a day to end with...

ok last night when to class bbq at ecp had a nice night enjoy myself so yea brought crazy girl along as she wanted to tag along for wat reason i duno why and she bluff the bf she go sleep so last min till i need ask my frien use his car to go pick her up which is ard 11+ so fren agree sibei steady lol no complains from him also kind of shock and he is a malay steady man! so when she arrive at the pit classmates so BM! wa bring gf sia dickson all the crap all come liao :< so bad till omg nearly regret bring her come but still overall ok. BBQ for her the food and she sat 1 side like a princess waiting for me to serve her.. while my malay friens entertain her LOL ask her alot crap questions how old are u? etc 1 frien more real ur eyes looks beautiful tmd i laugh until peng while bbq make her so paiseh man lol. so after eating lepak tgt with them play blackjack and i be banker cos i am the only chinese guy there tats was their reason tat they gave me so ok lor lmao so play till 3+ near 4 we stop and i won only ard $12 haha cos the bet was per game $0.50 only. After that crazy girl giv me i duno wat kind of face la lol like sian sian type so i ask her u wan go home? she say no ok so i went to find 1 spot sit down tgt enjoy the waters sound and the nice breeze and chated also. so she ask me this did u ever like me before or should i say did u ever love me before am i like huh in my mind wtfux so random ask this kind of qns. so i reply her ya have ar why den she said ohh ok and gave me a a sad face cos she now gt bf and at the same point say all this to me like trying to hurt me but thats not wad she mean so she rest her head on my shoulder and say i am sorry.. so i was like thinking wat should i do now i kind of *Stun* so after 5mins of silence i think la lol cos she after say sorry i keep quiet awhile thinking wad to say.. so i said smth like its ok i understand what u trying to say dont worry but actually i cant read what she trying to bring out from her heart but i can feel she is kind of sad..complicated la! arrrr gt bf and yet say all this to me and bluff the bf she go sleep but yet she was out with me haiz disapointed with her actions...

Ard 6+ send her home and i reach back my place at ard 9+ so bathe wack 3 ranked games not bad all win and when to sleep till 7pm woke up and continue with my ranked games sadly i lost 8 ranked games and won 2 only and not only tat i quarrel with my mum till so badly my vuglar all fly out from my mouth thats how bad it went cos i lost my earpiece at the bbq guess i drop it or smth i duno nvm wor she go like purposely shoot me serve u rite for losing ur earpiece and dinner she nvr even cook ask me buy myself gt so piss off i 1 shot scream at her + somemore on losing streak in ranked game and  i gt bm badly by the AXG.kwang and AXG.Dan tis 2 real i mistake 1 time only fcuk me sia wat noob la quit ranked la dog etc wa steady so hot la me jus gt the urge to freaking smack their fking face if i were to see them in real. and i met them 3 times in 1 night all games bm me without fail i lose nvm still let them say like till i damn noob la etc keyboard warrior sia... bloody bunch of xdd i guess.. wat a day to end with in 1 night lost 8 ranked games quarrel with mum haiz feeling now damn fcuked up.. going end here and sleep..

Wo hui lai le!

i am back blogging hmm what to write i wonthering tis few day have been at home only go out buy lunch jiu all the way at home use com sleep eat smoke haha i kind of change abit so u beileve everyone do's too rite last time use to msg crazy girl before sleep and after woke up first thing my mind Text her! now lei wake up dont feel like touching my phone jus use com relax if tired go back sleep and will check my phone once in awhile recently gt scolded by dad.. cos he gave me a call at 12+ i gave him a call back at 7+ pm lol cos urgent la need help do some paper work for his property. my phone always now on silent last time normally i put loud maybe due to last time keep text her sometimes can be whole day msging real.. but now maybe can say bo chup le gt msg me i reply no msg i also chill relax do my stuff see u happy i guess i am contented le ba. so today she wrote on my wall lol nvr text her le huh. actually is i gt saw her msg de jus tat always reply same also duno wat to say le haiz..but hope now her bf treat her good la ups and down recently..if lets say gone den maybe come back to me i will still not make a fast decision still as usual when the time is ripe i will go for it.

single also not tat really bad la huh from my point of view i can do wadever i want happy is all i wanted for myself and as long as my beloved bro and sis friens all happy smile i also happy :) christmas near the corner le presents preapre also le so thinking how to celeberate it hmm.. mr dinghao and kkj sis tell me they going giv me their virgin celeberation for xmas i am like huh all along they dont celeberate christmas de shock dao! cos for me every year i celeberate is like as usual aunty house open party eat all good food den exchange presents later night go out with friens. but tis year i going try smth different kkj sis keep say plan plan i also cant think of smth :( she say picnic wa stun real lei! i feel like jus all gather up happy den u know orchard always gt ppl spraying each other those spray cans get some of those and celeberate it tgt simple rite lol and nice dinner etc. orchard lightings also nice ma can take picssss tgt! maybe can ask tis 2 roy and dabby to come along i duno. cos roy invited me to his house for christmas celeberation we stay quite near each other maybe 20mins reach his house haha. shall go ask tis mr kkj jr bro for ideas! cos he is good at all this! ciao le now is 4.50am.. and also jus finish a rank game won! woo with roy dual stress team got hayleyy tofuboi imprint aka equviocal me and roy vs  cwcwcw IntheZell and another 3 cant rembr stress la high elo game -.- but lucky win hahah happy!

being broken hearted is kind of like having broken ribs, - from the outside it looks like everything is fine, but every breath you take hurts.

First time doing online shopping!

Met up with roy dabby and i met a new friend again aerospacegod! wow awesome guy very steady his a mix race chinese malay and omg he intro me a website online for shopping lol and i bought a fred perry shoe white!  and its on 40% discount so yea cool can consider cheap la free shipping too but need wait like 14days i think... quite happy haha hope i can wear the shoe man i choose the smallest size US 8 haha my leg is small ba. so now waiting for the item to arrive! and 1 more item i order online for someone special for xmas gift need to wait for it to arrive on the 27th :( tml going to make the payment  for the item to be confirm.. bought alot things tis 2 days also spent alot going broke soon la ! :( but most importantly i am happy la! today also walk pass cineleasure saw a handphone casing hello kitty de so i jus bought it for crazy girl xmas hope she like it.. and this dabby funny lol she say so loud to the bf see ppl so got the heart to buy for the girl even thought she is not her bf den me lei i ur gf no xmas gift receive from u lol GG... i was at there thinking lol wtfux plus tis 2 friends i jus know drama la they all 2 times i go out with them quarrel infront of me wa fking real la jia lat today most epic de in mrt going back they quarrel den roy so piss off nxt stop he get down left me and the gf my next impression stun holy fk real like tat walk off like a boss den ppl beside looking at me -.- so texted him meet us at serangoon mrt so chated with dabby la this and that u should not do always she giv xiao jie piqi lol gg den when we eating also tgt they can really quarrel also wtfux man! plus is those roy really can throw face those kind she jus shoot him on the spot giv him no face to run -.- if i were roy hmm i think long ago my face black nxt momment u see i stand up and walk away really is those until shoot until wa his face duno put where like machamp she took over his man pride. like she say smth like ya lor always only know how to play his ps3 never care for me den go out only know how to communciate with frens den throw me 1 side as if she not around and what thing at home like normally couples sleep at the same time they is ok 1 sleep 1 awake so once another is awake the other 1 go sleep den nvr talk much unless they both playing game and at the same time both awake tat when they talk and alot la i cant rembr but i jus know its not right to say those things infront of his friends it like wad u trying to tell us u wan him xia sway infront of us o.o. i hear liao WTFUX wad r/s is this lol but i nvr say out jus act normal and reply oh like tat ar etc. i like macham their big kor kor going out with 2 kids age 17 haha. suppose to go church with them tml cos i ask them to join me cos they are christian too but guess i think i can go alone le...

Long day

When out with my bunch of ex teammates in lol first thing kana kan :< say i nvr contact them la nvr play with them lol so yea also bunch of funny ppl gt ahxiang jolice ahpiao xiongmao and a few more lol so my frien xiongmao jus gt back to sg 2 days ago from Austraila so met up with them today when out eat movie etc quite a jiao guy indeed he is lol sibei disturb ppl de he driving den pass by little india row down window shout " Ah Neh never hold hand ar" we laugh until tears nearly come out lol  and he is 26! lol. a joker guy also man nt bad tats how i know kkj sis de is thru this guy name alfred aka xiongmao big and tall damnit!

Shock tio while watching movie halfway crazy girl called me me after 2 days didnt receive her msg.. but i didnt pick up so gave a fast text ask her anything urgent she reply dont dare text u so i called u to ask how am i lol stun man so reply her i in the movie tml i wake up den text her. but happy to see her so care for me make my day happy :D but at the same time wa my words gt so terror or not.. still now she still scared wtfux maybe she young la huh must understand.. and 1 bad news from her she quited the job le..reason she dont feel like working le and now she also attach maybe wan to pei bf more i duno jus random guess oh well hah. Jus asking myself why she is attach yet so caring for me hmm... but i beileve if this girl is urs she will be no need try so hard de i also wan serious de not some play play de.. k la gona end here is now 6am le.. 

I deserve it

Haizzzz see now i never even receive a text from her today guess my words really hurt her too much and its proven le her fb post jus hit the jackpot

And i ask my bro jr he also say its really hurting :( zhen de la why always shitx things happen to me cos i know why le i giv ppl shitx things too in return i get back the same i nvr think if i were to be in her shoe how will i feel ppl care for u u in return so gl and say hurting things real bad la me so badddd till can never beileve i really say those words to her and i even go read back the msg i send to her still gt bye behind -.- tis time real shitx bad until can go bang wall and die liao me.. given her pattern i think she will cry like a baby good la her bf also can do his job..till now i still can write all this so gl and irrtating huh still can say all this when i am now in the wrong bth myself time to wake up liao me getting from good>bad>worst.. tis is so not me man gotta maintain liao..

sometimes i jus duno wat am i doing kind of think of it really stupid actions done by me   

Ai zhen de you Ne mo nan?

Oh well basically playing games and having chats with bros kkj sis friens all make me happy cant really beileve we saw this guy Dim Sum in game we troll him at the score chat after the game ended come to more real me and kkj sis even added him in fb LOL cfm he kana terror la rofl sibei good boi man him u know why cos he from boys sch and tis kkj sis say something she compare her sis and the dimsum lol one heaven one hell and both same age also 1 from boys sch and he comment after seeing the girlaxy photos all GIRLS are pretty LOL maybe his sch no girls tats why so yea LOL lmao! me and kkj sis were laughing abt it bth la laugh till my jaw wan drop! he also was looking for team so i ask him go send in a resume,photo and his ign to them and he beileve me tmd tis 1 real laugh until my mouth nearly cannot close! too funny le la lol. so ya as i was saying kkj sis compare her sis and the dimsum so u see the difference now? 1 from boys sch  another 1 from mix sch so it goes like this 1 is very good boi like mama or papa boi very listen to parent de another 1 is oh my god u will nvr beileve it LOL R21 la p0rn la etc all sibei pro hear liao i also stun at such young age know all this too real last time i also duno all this man at a age of 14 or 15... omg i typing all this like sibei bad to kkj sis the mei mei LOL hope she see tis le dont fcuk me :x

Now time for some shitx man so she text me ask me how"s my day as usual cos i was online whole day and its her off day too she didnt went out so ya she was online too..duno why i seems frustated and unhappy when replying her text she can say all those like u eat wrong medicine ar talk to me like the words are like not happy those type duh of cos i am not happy la my reply goes like this ya lor i eat wrong medicine everyday how dont talk to me den bye so obvious my words all so hurting scaratic i am like that de if i wan to forget 1 person or should i say move on etc my words to u is harsh de for some reason i duno why but ya i am like this but after awhile i am back to normal la tat is to girls only! and also if the girl hurt me way too much till u can nvr imgaine i sure mia delete contact block her everything make sure she can nvr find me i did this bfr to 1 of my ex so yea tat 1 too real to beileve but still i need face it like a boss and MOVE on! haiz life is like this la gt up means gt down de nvr once u see the path is swee swee de :(

Am i really tat bad or gl to her now? pls tell me is no or she deserve it i duno man haiz hate doing all this to her cos i feel bad but at the same time when they hurt me will they feel bad like how i do now? heart too soft le ba maybe its time for me to change abit to make myself strong and not so easily xin luan to girls... Gona go service again this weekend man pray to god seek for forgivness if i ever did something bad to ppl :( god will always ans my prayers and clear away my sins i did. sometimes being too xin luan end up i ownself suffer FML la how i wish i am strong. now i feel bad after replying her in such a gl bad manner ppl hao xin ask me how i am end up i gave her some shitx reply... gg me!    

Ni Ai Wo?

Last night slept at 5+ due to duno to be happy or sad so i when downstairs and sit at 1 corner smoke and tears flowing down my cheeks and at the same time smiling and ask myself why this why that always when i am down first thing in my mind always negative never once i look towards the positive side haiz so after thinking too hard i gt tired and when back up and change to preapare to sleep jus as bfr i go to bed i whatsapps sis why girls are so hard to understand or i fail too much.. so woke up at 1+ near to 2 wash up and see my hp saw sis reply so she tell me this and that la read liao hmm true i met wrong girl ba life being fair by being unfair to everyone and etc. and whatsapp my good bro so he told me this and that too actually i like her jus scared she not serious etc end up i get hurt wat for rite if i were to go in a r/s and long later end up break le i hurt myself again..

One of my sis she is age 22 or 23  msg me hey bro why ur bdae falls on monday why not on on fri or sat cos she promise me to bring me to attica to chiong on my bdae cos that club is 21 and above den can go in and i will be 21 le :( old liao la fcuk!  lol i was thinking wtfux now only 12dec still early la LOL my bdae falls on 30january still long way to go lmao she kan chiong spider la so cute la she and she super wuxim man still can rembr what she promise me cos my 20 bdae she gt celeberate for me. Hmm anyone wan help me plan wat to do on my bdae! *Hint Hint* :)) haha. jus wan all my good bros and sis gather tgt sit down eat drink and celeberate i am more den happy enuff le but of cos not make me drunk la i still rembr my 20th bdae i gt drunk so badly cb i still gt the pictures lol super unglam tmd! 1 pic show i lieing on the ROAD! damn real see liao cfm wtfux man!

So use com the whole day didnt text her to my surprise she msg me Ni Bu Li Wo le? next think in my mind was tmd u now in a r/s still dare come tell me Ni Bu Li Wo le? real huh and i wanted to send her a nice long scolding msg but end up i didnt why cos heart too xin luan la xia bu liao shou end up i tell her if u wan text me make sure let ur bf know dont come later gt some shitx problems in btw me and ur bf first 1 i sure slap is u and i will u know why jus to wake up ur fking idea. so texted her la what she want since u gt bf why still bother abt my life good or not obviously u trying to know wheather i am sad or wat duh but i pretend i am fine jus dont wan let her know abt it. so end up she ask me tc of myself la blah blah anything she will text me so i say ok. so later ard 1+ saw her posting on FB and it goes like this Dont say u love me unless u mean it because i might do something crazy like beileve it. i dun know which of ur words i can beileve. i guess she is writing to let her ex bf see cos ytd her status was in a r/s with tat guy. 

So was thinking if since she could write like this and why in the first place go back to him for real huh or she jus was testing see he love her or not.. den like tat if i were to be in a r/s her she also testing la weather i love her bo if no den break with me? she is getting more terror man even next few days or wadever she become single i still not going to make my move still gona wait or maybe i wont.. tats why i say girls are complicated u will nvr know what the fuk they are thinking till 1 day u know u be shock.

Best is at least i still have my kkj sis and good bro i know they are my real frens always there be it anyone is sad we will cheer each other up and support one another. Never regret knowing them ^_^  

Happy or Sad?

i am back blogging hi everyone i shall start of with a happy one first ytd when to work for a event at sentosa which is Zouk Out woo awesome manager allow us to smoke and work at the same time cant beileve i finish 1 whole pack of cigg after 14hours of work real heavy now but i can control when i at home duno why when i stay at home i smoke lesser rather den when outside.. Saw alot of real babes cos i was working at the VIP area and arr my eyes are nearly blinded way too hot and they are friendly too working and chit chating with them and tgt with the manager. so came back at morning 10+ bathe and KO on the bed till 7 plus. 

Recently tis silly girl told me her ex visited her at the working place so i was like oh ok so but didnt know they are in a r/s now damn real i duno wat to say or reply her  now kind of confused what is her motive or all along she was jus waiting to see whats my reaction but i am kind of shock to hear it now. Why ALWAYS GIRLS WAN TO DO THIS TO GUYS toture us mind fucking playing ard with our mind i really dont see her love me tats the fking reason why i wan delay it and now i guess its proven? so now i guess she jus wan to get into a r/s to show her friend she gt bf? or wad i duno la i don beileve the ex meet u like last 2 days in btw tis 2 days u all can patch back i fucking wont beileve it but if its yes i will face it guess i jus give my blessings ba.

Wo zhen de bu zhi dao kai quai le hai shi shang xin wo hen fannnnnnnnnn arrrr zhen de jus feel like now cry out loud to vent all my emotions out fk everything man cbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb!!!!

Always de girls hurt me so hard :( guess i jus cry and laugh at the same time ba.

Thx for loving me        

Yi Dian Dou Bu Jian Dan

Woke up today first thing saw my phone gt a msg after reading *Stun* for awhile duno wad to reply the msg cos is too -.- was thinking what if i were to rush into tis r/s will it be a happy one or will it buang badly behind. Always u off day u wan come find smth for me to crack my head wtfux maybe u are young la duno how to think jus wan faster get into a r/s why for fun or for show only to show ur friens u are attached i duno ba jus a random guess from me. or age gap 5 years my thinking and ur thinking different tats why this the difference? If since u wan it like this den i guess i will giv u a memorable day and take a step back let u go will be better for us huh. i dont contact u i mia. that will be the last decision i will make if i really have no choice and thats the most hate thing to do :( at the same time i lost u and u are suffering in pain.

Before i play lol i used to play blackshot competitve the reason i quited blackshot is because due to a girl too u know why cos i like this girl from another team so ya we got tgt and at the same time my own team this guy like her too so nvm wor. but i didnt know that this girl could did such a bad thing behind me and my team one of them is invovle in it i dont wish to say out but is too real to accpect it but i still need to so after knowing i quited the game quited my team break off with her and mia. i lost not only my those good gaming friens and alot thing u know! i will never forget tat momment man i broke down like as if the world is ending cry like a idiot. From that momment onwards i lost trust in love tats the reason why now i wan move 1 step at a time dont wan rush into r/s haizz.. will never understand how i feel de..

 

Now at least i met really some good buddies u know who u are :) those unhappy momments i shall forget it  ba dont even turn back once decision made.

Jiang Zhen de!

I am back writing on my blog hmm what should i start with hmm.. life been great not bad for this few days kind of happy with the people around me and i jus trim my hair ytd and upload 2 pic 1 with jus pure and the other is use a app to have a nicer background and shock that so many bastard classmates disturb only comment what ghey la dlck face dlck head etc oh my gosh bth so baddd la they all i jus wan a new dp only ma :( all say too white look like gay la or flower boy -.- gg i am not gay ok for nuts i remeber my dad say if i become gay he will cut of my tat 1 no joke lol cos he saw tat pic i upload LOL but tat is only i wan make nice abit ma nothing wrong de but hell no i wont become gay dont worry. only 1 person say my photos looks awesome shall not tell u all who hehe go guess smart ppl will get the ans out de. 

And recently tis frien of my roy i jus know him the gf thinks i wan snatch his bf away from her damn real simi lj stun sensitive la she first time hearing from a girl a guy wan snatch him away normally is girl ma.. den she kind of attitude me for the pass few days post on my fcuk off LOL damn real haha but now she cool down liao la she even apologise lol bth.

Met Jr today for lunch with my classmates he so Da Fan drinks on him my frien later tell me they paiseh lol haha i jus tell them my tis bro steady de so nxt time u all buy him back drink la haha so easy.. nvr regret to know him best liao hah even thought we sometimes quarrel due to misunderstanding or wadever i duno lol but till we are so good buddy :D Forget and forget :) backstabbers is unforgiven in my dictionary! nvr do tis to a good buddy or bro cos u sure regret and is so stupid and retarded action man 1 has gone down due to think he too good bo bian ego high ma now ppl ask me where he go i reply huh do i know him? i am like that de once u did smth very most unforgiven thing tats it i tell u FCUK OFF without hesitation. cos i see no point in becoming a frien le is like u are a devil trying to be frien with me! or have interior motives behind or wadever i duno.. terror sia. Jr told me smth haha i also long ago thinking isit real? we shall see la hor :) if guess also i dont think we will be out of range is jus maybe we are near to the ans lol!

Recently ok everything beens cool no quarrels jus normal chat with her telling me hw's her work all and ask me for reward if she can endure working till her holiday end so bad rite so fast wan ask for reward. so i jus say ok la maybe bring her go out lor. cos she is those type like princess de so seeing her to work is miracle and even the boss also dont beileve she can really work lol but overall she can la and even can work OT now so hardworking.  Doesn't mean need to be together den can chit chat or should i say text each other asking how u are doing all. now jus friends also can de ma is like caring for each other is jus that when as times goes if both party gt feel den be together lor if not jus remain as friends lor.

ok gona end here will update more soon stay tune!      

As Day Goes By..

Mistakes and mistakes repeating over and over again u not bored of it i am man and saying sorry again it makes no different cos u will till repeat it. Doesnt mean i can forgive means i will forget cos it will still remain in my brain.. Told me to quit smoking ownself also cannot maintain in the end now smoke back power max la! when i starting get to know you after few weeks later i kind of like you also duno why got the feel sudden come de i guess.. but now seems to be hmm.. people tell me this kind of gal mai waste time but i choose not to but now it seems true? i duno.. haiz i try my best give in ba overall u are still a nice gal 

Advance bdae celeberation for my bro

Lovely Aunt called us up told us to lets have a good dinner at vivo city so get changed and hit there at 7.30 we had dine at Modesto's first time going there and its like a italian style the food were awesome and the pizza spaghetti is delicious max!! and also we had half litre of red wine to go with it sexy max! so after dine send my cousin home and me sis aunt went to catch movie apple of my eye my 2nd time watching lol as usual laugh like mad :D

Also its was my uncle maid bdae today so my aunt brought her along oh well shock to see my aunt bring the maid along as i see others maid also dont have so good life come eat good food haha.. My aunt is the best man i love her ttm even thought she is divorced she is single now still living happily gt a high post in her current job and rich nothing seems to affect her must learn from her liao everyday live life happily. Aunt pass me the n0. tag and other small little pins and all ask me go run the 42km marathon oh well i shall go for it which is 5am later long time no run liao hope i dont faint later:x shall walk and run and enjoy it! my classmate some are going to run too woo!

不 快 了！！

Weiiiiiiii semmmmooooooooooo huiiiii zheeeeeeee yanggggggggg nan dao zhen de si wo de cuo? ni yi dian dou bu liao jue wo zi hui gey wo tian ma fan. hai si wo zhen de si yi ge hen bu ti liang de nan ren. xiao xiao de shi hui zhao chen dao na me da zhen de gao bu qing chu ni zhai xiang semo lanjiao. Ta Ma De wo zhen de hen shen qi si wang bu kai xin quai yao feng le ke shi wo ke yi maintain de zhi shi.....  

Haizzz..

Suppose to go out with her today cos today is her off day to get her casing and shopping for her new dress but things end up bad thx to her damn real come make a big fuss early in the morning due to last night didnt reply her text and giv her a ring when i reach home cos i am too tired after going out lan with roy a new friend i jus met. i reach home wash up and was too tired i when to sleep str8 after drying my hair cos got sch at 9am later. So woke up omw to sch i called her to my surprise she nvr sleep whole night u know why cos angry dulan with me say i nvr care for her like bo chup her didnt bother reply her text bfr i sleep nvrr ring her to say i tired going sleep now den say what she find her friend chit chat with her till morning i am like in my mind wtfux tis kind of small things u wan make a big fuss rite so i say i text her lazy talk to her on phone. so i text her such small things u wan come rage at me wake up ur idea lei i tired so jus when to sleep after i bathe den i say so now u  wan quarrel bec of such small thing she say i am the one who started this quarrel den everything wan blame me k lor dulan i everything tell her cancel u can go out urself today i am not in the mood to pei u shopping early morning wan spoilt my mood cfm damn real she. so she kind of purposely say wan poke me reply "sua nvm i go out with other guy" caps somemore. den i nvr reply the msg le . go la i also not ur fking bf doesnt mean i everyday talk to u text u means we are tgt and dont forget my ans is still ? u think by saying this will affect me ar u wan come give me ur Da Xiao Jie attitude thats ur fking problem  u wan rage at me make sure gt valid reason i not those unreasonable guy who will go head on to u when its my fault i will step back and apologise.

Disapointed max la :( why all this girls like this de sometimes very sweet some times super unreasonable why why why PMS ar also tat doesnt giv her the right to be like this what. think i can give up liao.. My heart is so sad and angryyy yet disapointed duno wad to say liao. i dont see this time i am in the wrong who started this or is it my fault? haizz arrrr !#%!&*%$!%!@&!#()&!)$(!&@!&#!^!&%#!&@%!^@!@&!)@&!)!!!!! going sot liao fml wad a bad month to start with real baddddd! who willing to giv me a listening ear now i sure rage siao! cannot control liao my vuglar all coming out le! going stop here le..

i did it!

yes yes yes yes!!! i pass my test woo stupid teacher ytd miss out my name nvr call my name out i am the n0.8 who pass the test hehehe. today when to sch in the morning reach class teacher ask me come "dickson come den i giv the sianz look to him confirm nothing good come out from his mouth sure say go do ur correction or next week come back for retest but no wor tis time some nice words came out from his mouth dickson u pass ur test i am like wow u serious ar sure or not dont lie to me den he show me the paper i gt 60 and the half sexy man  haha glad that i manage to did well for the paper didnt expect to fail jus a passing mark i am happy le but i did slightly better den i expected ^_^. See i know i can do it jus see i want only or not nt bad dickson i shall reward myself with hmm i also duno jus kai xin jiu hao la fcuk! ytd emo post today shall be a happy 1 :)

Last night phone vibrate name appear elson wtfux 3+ call me and my sleep gt disturb by the call shock to see he call me and at such timing i didnt pick up nor reply a text to him cfm nothing good de cos tis bastard self esteem too high too proud also lend from me $$ delay + giv alot crap to me last time till i need go chase him for it and sort of threaten him den he finally return i cut of friendship with him though the money is not small nor big but is till my hard earn $$ u need help i lend without hesitation cos i see u my frien but when i wan back he giv so much problem to me of cos i angry and piss off la plus alot times go out those 20 plus 30 plus i pay for him cab fare all lei i nvr go ask back i treat it as smth small mai kay kao with him in the end lei this is wad i get treat me so bad all of cos i 1 leg kick u away la this kind of friend wo bu xi han man gt u no u my life also still same.

Keep a few good buddies and friends enuff le u know who u are :) Play eat watch movie drink all tgt like a family only ar haha. i wonthering who visits my blog should i put a link at my fb info hmm.. think of it better not ba lol..


A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other.Maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late.

If only all humans were simple minded, everything wouldn't turn out to be so complicated in the 1st place.

Results out  teacher say out those 7 people who pass my name is not called woo out of 36 only 7 passes  see this proof that ur teaching suxs nb and there is 1 get below 5marks zai tml get back paper shall see i get hw much 40+? aiya study the book also duno what it means really this module i duno how to cope but still gona keep trying la haiz fk tis teacher suxs ttm la i hate it.. even my classmates also ragging some more zai come his lesson sleep play iphone chit chat too good liao them lol.

Life been bad for me not really happy with what i want and do but also no choice la still need continue living with my life. holidays are coming soon which is jus next week christmas too and a new year is coming also 2012 so i should be happy rite set a new goal for myself like hmm get good results go poly, finish my army 2yrs asap, find a gf not too young or old average btw 18-23? cos now what i feel is below 18 de if tgt sure wont last long maybe 1month? 5month? 1yr?  or maybe 1 week also got -.- cos wad i feel is that they are young still duno how to handle r/s later abit of small thing make it till so big den quarrel la etc.. must find a good and understanding gf la if not single ftw le.. my ex all is ahlian none is good girl type gg hope this next 1 is some good girl type.

I chose you not because of the prettiest looks you have, the sexist body, the sweetest lips, the riches you own, the queue of guys oh-so-deperately chasing you. But because, I simply love you. Just for who you are. ♥

Let there be light

A new week again oh well back to sch as usual study study!! at least better den working is much more relax i should say wasted my youth didnt study play and play go out mix with wrong people become bad i should say fight all skip lesson rude to teacher get canning in public worst get send home call parents.. really is damn oh my tian man cant beileve it now 20 liao know how to think mature liao but still people like to call me gangster lei or ahbeng wtfux my face look like one meh :( nxt person who say me ahbeng i bring the real gangster show him den  he know liao what is gangster hahax! been smoking alot like addicted jia lat la bfr sleep must smoke if not cant sleep hmm i think is time for me to stop can i do it? can save money also! also gt alot people keep telling me quit la i always say soon soon lol but say liao nvr do gg me. shock to see miss piggy quited and she really did omg cos she say what smoke liao lips black den not good for her braces also good la girl smoking not really nice as in they hold the cigg not really very nice.. as for guys it doesn't really matter.

Actually single also not really bad from my point of view i see ar no need to report to anyone i have freedom i do what i like no need to pleases anyone i can get to know more girls lololo but that doesn't mean u can use the word flirting on me u know because rite there is these quote when u are attached u talk to girls = flirting when u are single u talk to girls = friendly so see the difference now! no need to send good night text to gf morning wake up no need text her i am awake! or good morning can save my msg everymonth also lolo! say so much actually gt good and bad point la nothing is perfect de oh well!


ok as i am typing this this girl yinghui come say hi to me again LOL normally is HEY tis time change le lmao hi very random again err very wierd i feel lololo! see tis is what i call flirt u know why she is attached de gt bf de den her chat is always asking me how are u doing,eat already what u doing now etc and i dont really know her but see her realife before nvr talk to her in realife.. so what do we call this flirt or friendly :D so pls dont always say guys flirt behind their gf la blah blah blah say until we like bastard guy den later find chance break with us. SEE girls also can do all this is jus only we can catch until ur tail only or not den later cry la also duno fake or real tears.. imagine i now go paste the chat to the bf cfm 100% rage lol aiya i not so bad la hor hehee me good guy jus that maybe people dont see or feel cos i dont show it out or maybe i did liao jus they didn't realise it....  

    

白 蛇 传 说

wow awesome show i jus watch haha not bad abt love de action and fightning magic scene gt vivan hsu and jet li.










失 去 你 还 怕 失 去 什 么
只 要 快 了 爱 就 没 有 错 

insomnia

oh well duno why cant sleep always ard 4 plus near 5 den i can sleep well smth wrong with my body clock i guess.. so this crazy girl told me she gt 1 bad news to tell me so i said u quited ur job huh she say no i scolded 3 china customer i was like lol? den she say they give her problem what order tis liao den dont wan after that she repeat order they say wrong tis and that so she piss off go kan them oie wan order jiu order properly dont want den dont eat at here LOL i *Stun* so the manager took over and continue with the order den ask her go behind sit and calm down.. so she was raging the whole day and she so angry dulan till after work go eat 3 chocolate icecream and say normally ppl eat liao will bain freeze but she eat liao the brain nvr freeze cos she very hot temper and angry lol i laugh.. so i told her la go sleep la u today talk to me also like no mood rest early better den she again say the word i dont like to hear... really silly man i also nvr blame or anything guess she is like that ba. 


Been telling myself why i like de girls all end up become sister or brother or daddy or wadever etc is it really no fate or i am not a good guy to them or isit i havent met the right girl hmm... really abit sot le me typing all this but i am those i feel what i type out lor if not i create blog for fcuk haha.




Everything happens for a reason, people change so that u can learn to let go things,go wrong so that u can appreciate them when they're right and sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together.  

Once decided no turning back

Oh well last night was so badddddd i cant freaking sleep due to over stress nervous kan chiong i think abt the paper so i told her dont feel like talking today cos really man wa revise wad also cant go in my brain here in there out u know damn siao man so she ask me why i say err nothing much ask her go sleep den she feel strange or wierd i think cos morning wake up i saw msg somethings seems troubling u in ur mind she can feel..so i try to lie on bed to sleep at 2+ wa keep turn here and there till 5 so i wake up i wack 1 hour try to absorb some notes into my mind till 6 den finally i am so tired the momment i lie on bed 5mins ko till 8 woke up dad bring me go eat den send me to sch. so 9.30 was the exam started i told myself tmd i going TRY HARD qns i duno de i also going to write something into the blank of cos not write I FUCK YOU I FUCK YOU lololo! cos i saw fb gt 1 paper the ans all tat guy write fcuk lol. so after 2 hours time up i see my paper hmm will i pass? and my paper is full of words no blank but duno correct or not even though i write smth tat is similar to the ans. but something strange is i feel damn relieve after i walk out of the classroom suddenly feel no burdens no stress nothing feel damn relax and shoik lol so had a puff in the toilet with my classmates den break time. And next up in my mind is lol again lmao so i called jr and chit chated abit abt wk haha..


Still cant figure out why my mind cant absorb it when last min i revise normally i can de.. guess is alot things running in my mind.. cos i remeber last few months ago like "someone" till lost focus of my studies but in the end i did good for my exam la.. den mostly talking on phone with the person will know if he read this haha and is all abt the "someone" damn jia lat man i tell u ppl go sch study listen to teacher i go sch talk on phone abt the "someone" -.- feel silly man but also cannot say i silly la cos it too over obsessed over the "someone"  den end up both our hp bill picha.. i can write this is bec i still rembr not every single thing but mostly ba. oh well going end here if not i can really write a story book man!

unless.. miracle exist which i think is impossible      

RAGE!

Have been flipping my book for the past 2 hours as i having exam tml fk nothing seems to go in my brain also i dont like this teacher sibei lousy his teaching normally everyweek after a lesson gt worksheets to do de this siao eh is nothing to do de and only know how to flash the words on the screen and ask us highlight this and that wtfux i highlight also duno wad it means or should i say dont even know what he teaching tmd freaking ahpek nb old and lousy retire sua la first sem met u my module also the result like shitx now last sem liao still meet tio u haiz sian whenever i dont like this teacher teaching my module always gg de.. nb la sian guess tml sure dai fml. cfm this module gg and my another module i sure can get A or B cos tat teacher rox teaching very good not boring at all some time gt joke abit if duno how to do can ask him and is all codings somemore and amazingly i can cope with the module. This 1 lei is all words wtfux memorize de some more i go home no revise de use com till sleep den next day go sch super gg la can pangkang man ... think maths also easier den this shit module cos i love maths and my caculation is zai! from young my maths always good.. 

Jus now revising my brain like not focusing lei duno why keep think of other thing.. whats wrong with me ar wtfux nb need to start buck up liao i left 2months+ in this sch and ORD liao.. dont wan disapoint myself man cos when i get bad results i kind of disapointed and feeling down damnit!  

Are you the one?

Hmm how should i start lololo ok i jus make a fast k so yea as i was saying she love to qns me this and that but i am a guy who forgets those unhappy things fast cos u know y first thing she apologise to me when i pick up my phone at ard 2+ hmm kind of late rite u know why cos i eat curry chicken noodle at 1+ -.- retarded me and end up cant sleep so i was using com as usual and she called so late at such timing as usual watching her anime repeating again and again 07-ghost cos she is on leave the next day! so after she apologise i jus say to her its okay dont repeat wad i dont like jiu can le and stop saying sorry to me cos u dont owe me de.. so yea chated chated.. she been pestering me to give her bed time stories or sing song to her to make her fall asleep for the past few days le so arr bth so i ask her i go where find story books to read to u now oh my tian so she suggested  i go itunes download tis app Moon'sLullaby is a storybook when she young her dad read to her de.

so ok lor downloaded le and when i abt to start to read to her she keep giggling on phone and make me laugh too cos tis my freaking first time in my life read a bed time story to a girl or should i say anyone cos i nvr do tat before omfg and i am freaking 20 reading bed time stories is like wtfux rite lol so i told her stop giggling la arbo how i read so she stop and say eh dont kaysiao skip some part ar cos she know the whole story LOL nb i was thinking aiya anyway she not seeing her iphone also so i jus planning to skip some part to make it fast rofl. so no choice read the whole story to her and u know what wth when ending  of the story gt music come out and is damn omg machamp children song holy fk lol! and i laugh so hard tmd cos i didnt expect to have song coming out de lol!

 so she happy like mad -.- so i ask her why u so happy  she reply there is a reason behind it dont wan let me know hmmm... Den in my heart i guess aiya must be i am the first 1 to read to her bed time stories but i didnt tell her la haha. super paiseh and unglam man when i read the story omg cant beileve i read finish it super gg me. so its was her turn to read me a different story so she read and read half way stop and she tell me " i stomach pain" i straight away wtfux and laugh lol and so she continue and finally finish it but i dont understand the story LOL the tittle is err i also forget liao lmao jia lat rite me haha! so left 3hours of sleep bfr heading to sch!

那些年我们一起追过的女孩

lol oh well had a day out with jr and kkj sis when to watch movie apple of my love super awesome show why i say it because it reminds me of " A girl full of honey" with so many bees around her chasing her some parts of the show reminds me of the past omgosh! nonono i must move on nvr look back of cos wishing her all the best which ever guy she is with as long as she is happy i am too. really can write story liao me after watching the show lol now i know what mr dh means when he say after u watch the show me and him can write story lol nb :x i also dont wan write much la wait affect my mood how cannot sleep how think of her how die la cannot cannot must stop liao! ok so today walk around cine omg saw this girl G realife very chio arrr! den pei this kkj sis choose her err present for her sis choose so long lol and still need jr imagine for her the colour and etc so bad rite she i also la lol come to this me is real jia lat heheex.

like hello! i go out with who and what i do no need to tell u so clearly ba u also go out i also nvr ask much jus orhx dont be so sensitive okay! i know u are but pls control...so sometimes i am sort of angry or disapointed due to such things u know guess u wont know ba oh well cant blame u also no one is perfect so yea..


My Dad qns me first thing when he come fetch me " boy ar who is this girl alice huh" i thinking in my mind simi lj how u know the name so i ask him she called our house? o.o dad reply no den i say how u know her name omg he reply last 2 days ago my phone gt msg ring at 1+ den i also forget bring into my room hp left outside the dinning table so tats how he saw -.- den he say what she look young dont anyhow ar 2 stroke will be waiting for me.. i reply wont la ur good son here knows the rules of law de hor.. dad laugh lol idiot rite :x

Togetherness!

Had a day out with family dinner tgt at 2chef oh my tian is been so long since my family sit down and eat tgt haha happy max dad order alot food eat till full full and my dad say here the food is good and reasonable price haha actually dad say wan to go jap restaurant eat buffet but i say NO i dont like i prefer zhi cha cheap and naise food i like :) so wanted go vivo shop shop but mum say dont wan lol cos she jus finish shopping at vivo jus now so we headed home sweet home bro when out sis also when out too left me at home hah.. stay home at a friday night is normally rare for me cos last time i always go out every friday night to drink and club haha now good boi lei :D shock rite! Silly girl say get first pay buy me hello kitty casing blink blink de omg cos 100plus -.- i told her no need keep for urself to spent be good gal i happy liao haha.. oh if she buy for me guess her christmas present going get her a hand bag chanel longgem? but tat doesnt mean i print money de jus tat i gt save save haha.

From This Momment...

Oh well when ever i feel bored nothing to do my mind starts running negative wtfux thinking are u being honest to me sometimes i jus feel ur words are not truthful to me the way u do things is on purpose make me angry or u trying to get my attention i really got no idea :( there 1 time i rember u make me so angri till i nearly shouted on u on the phone but after hearing ur voice saying sorry to me my heart became soft. haiz i am a guy who is soft towards girls but of cos not to the extend u can climb over my head cos i am so going to giv u a good 1 tat u will be terror and nvr try it again cos i hate girls who see the weakness towards guys and go overboard it. tis few days have been talking to u on phone to the extend we can chat till 5+ 6 in the morning and i got only 2hours of sleep before heading to sch and of cos u be my alarm clock wake me up duh! normally ppl after saying goodnight will put down the call rite tis silly girl is different she insist of putting down the call and let it run till we fall asleep and till say i snore softly while sleeping wtfux i dont snore pls i sleep quietly de lor. thx for always being so understanding to call mi cos i dont like hold the house phone on my shoulder and lead against my ear i prefer use ear piece. oh well not everyone is perfect there is always good and bad point abt a person.

Because of u.....

Dont Cry because it's over smile because it happened

Oh well had a day out with DingHao cliff and kkj sis yingyi as usual kkj sis late! cos she when home and change after work wtfux *Stun* and si dinghao and cliff troll me what they are not coming already make me beileve it :( so bad lor they all nb was thinking wth last min fly airplane to me i will rembr them and i never rage also i was still all calm and cool hehex amazing ar normally i will react WTFUX fly aeroplane tmd watch out haha. So dinghao and cliff met up with me first we walk around awhile 10mins later kkj sis called say she reach le so met up with her and we go this AOAB restaurant i think eat ramen -.- guess the service sux ramen also like shitx i prefer ajisen ramen naise and good service they know how to refill our cold  tea continously not like this restaurant when we abt to go den this aunty would u like to refill i give the -.- look. i first time drinking the cold tea and i thought is quite nice like green tea didn't know is bitter bitter de :( and kkj sis say i low class cos duno how drink this kind of jap tea so bad rite! aiya say so much i jus wan rage on the AOAB restaurant suxs max! i wanna try SUSHI TEH! who wan pei me go eat hahaa :x so after dinner left a few mins before movie start so i when take a puff and when to watch movie wow didnt know gt 2 penguins for us to take photo haha

i know its blur sorry the girl who take the pic for us on my iphone camera flash -.- stupid rite :x Dinghao gt the more clearer pic shall ask him send me! so after taking pic with the 2 penguins gt this guy who make balloons into the shape u wan like a clown la lol i duno how to describe him so kkj sis wanted a cute cute one so tat guy make her a rabbit with a heart shape on it lol den kkj sis keep say ty ty ty ty ty ty ty ty ty ty ty i think gt 10 times? the guy also kind of got terror by her ROFL! so after this we when in to watch the movie the entrance there they giv us free popcorn and water  wow kind of shock i watch movie in my life never get before free popcorn LOL mostly is buy but guess we gt the privilege to watch the show in advance before the actual date it release which is on the 17. Not bad the movie we keep laughing lol and gt baby cry in the theatre de wtfux damn real! lol. i ate my popcorn finish den i took dinghao de and finish half of it lol big eater huh or i guess is i long time nvr eat popcorn le! cos i gt around 4-5 months nvr go watch movie le haha. kkj sis more fierce she was eating all the way throughtout the movie and after we finish we was walking going home she also munching on the popcorn can see she is a big eater! can eat so much omg so i disturb her nxt time we order 1 bowl ramen u special i order 2 for u! hahaa! dinghao gt the unglam photo of her eating while walking! lol shall grab from him and post it! hehehex. thanks you all for coming down to pei me watch love you guys and not forgeting kkj sis also la ^_^ someone getting PUI liao muahahhaha! but dont worry u still look cute :D





i want u to be happy thats all i ever wanted nothing more~

Laugh my @ss off

Lol was disturbing my cousin cos tml going watch movie happy feet 2 with them and my little fat boy cousin den cos the bf stay near her ma so i was saying tml when going home take my dad cab home the bf pay nothing in the world is free 30mins later aunty called and it goes like this " dlck what happen ar aiyo stephanie raging in twitter i am like huh nothing happen ar whats up den my aunty say aiyoh she in r/s now small small joke she take it very serious i am like wtfux laughing on phone with my aunty den she say guess tml they not going watch movie ask me find 3 friends watch happy feet 2 with me WTFUX! i go where find 3 ppl watch tgt with me :( den my aunty say nvm i discuss with uncle first so ok lor waiting for her reply. cos they flying off to phillipness on thursday den scared wait they sick eat popcorn all den movie till 11plus also late aiyoh den i say aunty u sensitive la eat popcorn how to sick LOL den she laugh ROFL man. hopefully the plan is still on tml -.- if not i need go call 3 ppl pei me watch :( arrrw!!!

Love hides in a smoky light

Wo De Tian someone is more pig den me muhahahaa we slept at 4+ me woke up 8+ she 4+ in the evening lol so who more piggy! huh alice ho xue ling!! and now den i know her mummy is a thai wow. Is thai green curry naise? lol or look like shitx rofl. she say yucks lol and she nvr eat before same for me haahah. we watch mr popper's penguin's online tgt on phone -.- abit retarded rite lmao laugh like mad lol bro thinking i siao kia oh well who cares. she wan me a pet penguin hmm i go where find a real pet penguin for u lol maybe few years down the road sg gt sell pet penguin den buy for u lol rofl. tml she starting work at burger king -.- diao damn real actually on sat should work de but go there the manager say her nails hair attire not pass LOL i new it so tml she going start work pin up the hair nails no colour need to be short lol and attire going do smth abt it! hope the next few days i dont hear her complanning tis no good la customer attitude me la i wan slap the girl blah blah etc :x






People who judge,doesn't matter.People who matter,don't judge.

They will hate u if you're pretty,they'll hate you for what you got.

Past and present as one, can they entwine and color the time to come?

Yawnzz jus came back from church so since got nothing to do i when home while my parents go out bro and sis too hmm so as i was on fb and i click on msg i saw this lol i know abit too late blur sontong me!!

Ying Yi Lemonsitch Lovesfrozenyogurt

HappyHappyHappy 11:11:11 , 11:11 kkj bro ~ !
i wanna confess that i have never regret knowing you, though i dont really express it out (x

kekekekkees ~ 

oh well thx kkj sis lol psps now jus saw tat msg rofl hehehe i also wanna confess i  nvr regret knowing you and Ai shang Ni in the past hahax opps *shy* but nvm dont care post only LOL.


Also not forgetting my darling JunRen bro i also nvr regret knowing him such a awesome joker friendly easy going and naise guy!! :D

  

Our lips must always be sealed

Who wans to go watch happy feet on the 15th at vivo city! i gt 1 extra tickets anybody wan to watch or free to come along is 9pm show! hehehe aunty ask me to bring my 2 couins to watch actually is my sister de! but she gt A level so become me liao :( gg ask me watch cartoon omg so long nvr watch this kind of show le

Someone wan to put this tattoo -.- naise meh i feel nothing really special abt this tattoo

What is Love?

oh well tis naughty ho xue ling firstly wan my phone become hello kitty now show me a pic of herself wearing hello kitty dress omg!! i told her wow very nice dress. Agree?? if cannot see click on the photo for closer look rofl :D

Her bed full of toys and gt stitch somemore omg lol





Stay tune for more my daily readers wondering who really go read my blog hmm i only know 2 1 is darling jr another is kkj sis i think larh lmao :D  *Hint Hint* Someone blog is dieing soon pls update la lazyy girl!

Let the reason be love.

pics of of my lovely aunty she is philippine chinese. den next week is my another aunty bdae so my uncle say come reused the cake and take pic now ecnomic down so 1 cake 2 person share rofl! but jus joking la of cos next week celeberate for her duhh!

so she also sit down re light the candle and take pic lmao.

Baddd day

All my relatives my aunt cousin uncle me mum dad bro all fall sick and vomit stomach pain after ytd celeberation at my aunt house. The food we eat was preapare by the maid haiz guess she dont like us i guess to the extend she do smth funny to the food we eat. now everybody is ill and falling sick vomiting like for real and aunt is so pissed off now going send the maid home like for real! Cant really think of a reason why she do this do us hmm go out eat good food we gt bring her i dont think we gt ill treat her ba maybe there is reason behind oh well fcuk it. now praying i get well asap blogging now and same time feeling weak -.- sleep whole day already still feel the same no feel to eat and body weak haiz. damn jia lat man first time get food poisoning in my life -.-

Damn Real!

<<< see she Hey again lol i online only she Hey the words i type is last time de i talk to her halfway she mia. Now adays girls random huh! nvr bluff damn real!

Simple and complicated to the extent which you wouldn't want to know.

Change my iphone wall paper to hello kitty lol thx to my aunt she intro me this wall paper kind of like a cute only lmao haha and so it become like this kind of girlish now my iphone hehee all hello kitty! Tried my aunt new iphone4S so cool lol 8 megapixel camera and can zoom in and out! wtfux amazing sadly my 4s cant -.- fml if can tat be cool so i take pic of pretty girls i can zoom in all the way!

Oh well basically today was morning church service den head to ahma house gathering didnt know today so much ppl came cos my grandma Da Jie came from msia omg whole house was like crowded can open party liao lol so play with my cousins PS3 do some catch up with my aunt nvr really get the time to talk to grandma cos she is super busy!! cooking and entertaining her 2nd brother 3rd aunt etc lol. today she cook curry chicken wee and alot food forget to snap some pics cos too hungry and busy eating opps! so 5+ grandma when to work after saying byeee to her tired fall asleep at grandma bed! woke up 7+ saw them watching horror movie so join in and watch tgt lol mum busy clapping her hands when ghost appear as usual my aunt all will laugh at her and some cousins will like Stop clapping ur hands! lol cos will feel irrtating haha. show ended at 10+ and we all went home haha. oh well had fun catching up with aunts all tml will be my lovely aunt  bdae going celeberate for her! as usual going to be a long day for me later again hah!


i feel happy when i see someone text lol u should know who are u haha am i crazy hmm been asking myself i guess is a yes but who cares as long as i am happy jiu ke yi le ^_^


Its better to stay like this den rather keep asking me the same thing over and over again rite! u happy i am happy too :)) hope u listen to my words and apply it! :D  

Trying to forget someone,is like trying to remember someone you never met.

i am back again to blog hmm! what to say now again oh well today is saturday guess everyone is out partying to night again :( i miss the days i party tgt with my bros and everyone is attached with a gf!. we had fun eat play drink like nobody businesss and dota tgt every sat nvr fail to meet up haha! oh well time passes things changes everyone move on gt their things to do some go in army some become single and 1 of my bro is retarded play with drugs haiz now go in seat no news from him also how to contact him find him write him a letter also cant best thing his fb diactivated. And we not so close to his new gf so we didnt approach her to ask oh well. shall hope he come out will contact any one of us cos we miss u duh!

 Me recently meet up with my old bros! during the halloween which is last sat and is a last min called from one of them and i am shock they still rembr me even thought last time i know i fly aeroplane to u all but still u guys forgive me thx alot bros! we learn to forgive and forget rite! so catch up with them some became single jus like me -.- the rest were all new gfs i guess cos i first time seeing them and those old ones i guess were gone. so we when drinking V4 den D8 had fun all dancing drinking chit chating and playing 5 10 loser drink haha and dice too. and seeing those rich ahbengs hanging flower to those thai girls feeding their pocket like a rich only 1 time $200 $500 $1000 like that hang on them! kind of stun and thinking where they get those money to feed those thai girls!

Long time never go back to my grandma place like i guess gt 1month? OMG going back to pei yang kan qing with grandma haha going tell her about what am i busy with this few days and as usual her old phrase! " AhBOi ar ni de Nu Peng You mei you tai lai ar! grandma like to disturb me haha lol! and i will reply her Mei You le Bu Jian Diao liao! hehehex miss her cooking dishes like curry chicken herbal chicken soup ABC soup! and alot la lol best is the u know when girls pregnant the i duno how to say the herb soup name! LOL the taste is like bitter bitter and sweet sweet like NAISE only! i know i am wierd drink those kind but i dont care lol is naise okkay!! haahaa.

told u to be good girl dont wan listen go play with those unnecessary "things" smoke not enough meh why i dont see myself to the extend go take all those huh. u lie to me and yes u admit and say sorry and cry but still i forgive u rite u keep say i fierce to u my tone to u sound harsh wtfux 

希 望 你 能 了 接 我             

Time Passes

Hmm how should i start with woke up at 12 plus saw my phone 2 msg and mr jr my darling whatsapp too so chated awhile with this darling of my such a @ss haha *Joking gt laugh with him and all oh well dont tell me how people dont like this guy ar too proud etc who cares man as long as this guy of my is a friend or bro to me no matter what u tell me he not good la etc i will still treat him the same heh alot things has happen btw us or should i say our group but still we are together as 1 tats what i like about it ^_^ Learn to forgive and forget thats what i can do it after if someone make me angry or sad cos i still wan him as a friend oh yea only those which i think is unforgiven no matter how u try tell me dont like this and that i wont listen de i follow my own instinct! unless i feel there is still hope for him den i will! 

Recently been receiving 2-3 randoms girls in fb like they start with Hey Hey i was like Huh i feel wierd suddenly out of blue moon u talk to me randomly in fb yes i see u before but i duno u well tats where i feel wierd LOL like jus a momment ago tis girl yinghui pm me heyhey i am like ohh yes and chated with her so she was asking me how am i and all *Stun* look from me wow so random suddenly talk to me kind of shock man lol! so chated chated she MIA so i was thinking bloody hell fb is gt bug or what random ppl tis few days chat with me and is all girls! so i told myself maybe is bug from fb? lol!.

Been trying to dodge A didnt reply her and ans her call duno am i doing this is it rite or wrong :( feel so baddd haiz..

   

hi Everybody!

Trying out how to do the settings for the blog oh well i am kind of retarded when comes to all this  trying hard and learning it lol pardon me if i am too naggy hehehe oh well this is me what to do!!!!

Feeling Down~

Oh well life been sucks for me having flu and cough for like almost 1 week le have been trying to smoke lesser due to some ppl dont like me smoking and my parents dont like it too -.- but still i will try quit smoking if i can who knows 1 day i quited hahaha.

 Forgetting someone i used to love or should i say like and trying hard to keep myself busy and occupy so that i wont think of her how i met her how i get to know her from where it started etc. I may look strong from the outside but actually in the inside if u can see or feel it will explain everything that is within me. Been telling myself why tis and that happens till the extend now it became like this. sometimes being selfish is right.