Time to change my life.

Yea exam over but jus only 3 days for me to enjoy and i am back to sch :< when drinking last night but i felt eh why i didnt really enjoy myself like last time isit due to 2 weeks didnt when there and suddenly after steping in again after 2 weeks my surrounding ard me changes i didnt enjoy my night yes things were the same there but i didnt enjoy why!! :(( yes and another reason why i didnt enjoy because tis 1 muther fcuker joseph he is so fcuking ass stubb0rn u think everyone like me ar so forgiven to u after u screw things up for me and yet jus within 1 night can settle it yes i may say ok still bros but yet inside i still need some space from u due to he say some muther fcuking words thats are so ceebai and thinking wow u are so smart " His Phrase goes like this yea i have a scholarships brain u do not have therefore he is smarter then me. JOKE OR NOT? He using his dad brains to use it on himself to hit on me after i went hard on him against yinru i guess he wanted to protect her oh well u are 1 muther fcuking dumb piece of shitx. there are more alot damn crazy de. nvm wor then recently he go call victor and ask abt me in the end let victor troll max. so ok after my exams which was ytd only night me and him outside enjoying celeberate my exams over time to party drinking all he come send me msg " can i join u guys" HE KNOWS VICTOR would tell me oh no pls he come i leave thats what vic told me and end up he jus die die wan's a answer from it why he cannot join us why isit by calling victor that make him so hate him. duhh of cos la not everyone like me can close 1 eye leh once ppl dislike u pls dont try so hard to still wan to come along and u wont feel buay paiseh or left out? why u cant think of all this and yet still insist u wan a answer for it. so this b1tch went to msg vic after i didnt reply him and he created alot problem for vic we was outside drinking happily enjoying ourself he keep msg msg till spoilt our night FCUK RITE! self-ish think for himself only such a idiot dumbass weakling to girls easily apologise when he did smth wrong. EH ur apologise i hear until bored already pls pls instead of apologising i willing wish u can change i do not need ur apology omfg pls leave me alone i beg u 2months + pass le u been emoning in ur own fking world and pulling me along with ur problems tat i have to solve for u which is UNSOVLABLE!! why cant u listen!!

It jus like yea he screw up this friendship with my sec classmate girl and he wants everything back to be the same which is cannot and it will never happen!! he jus wan things solve by his ways and everyone to bend down on knees to go in his way. u already bang the fcuking wall how many times and u wan things to be the same are u fking kidding me. Is jus like yea i fcuk ur gf behind u and i apologise and i wan everything to be back to normal u think it can be happen? NO OF COS! goddamit u are my 8yrs bro this year u really make too much mistakes till is crazy madness u are haunting a girl till she is scared worst den stalking nb..haiz so i was so piss off i send him a long msg i told him to leave me alone we need some space btw each other dont look for me or call me ur problems u settle urself dont even come to my house door step to settle it cos i will ask my bro to send him off without fail. u really make me piss off ttm worst spoilt our night due to ur own self-ishness FF UU understand! Continue to bang more walls ba i cant be bothered le jiang le bu ting le bu zhuo.. hopeless le.. gt money got car also no use money cant buy u happiness..


Ok back to me i didnt enjoy myself last night maybe i feel bored le after 2months + been drinking at the same thai pub guess will be finding back my old ways of enjoyment stay at home relax play game when i free or friends ask to meet for movie or steamboat den i go out or maybe for shopping. other then that guess i wont go le really is bored le is not enjoyment also i duno how to phrase it also.. oh well will continue to work hard for my poly life.. and is time to meet my hao buddy jr and kkj sis sibei long nvr see that 2 idiot le LOL and he telling me he grow some white hair already LOL laugh until my jaw nearly drop x.x i know very bad hahahx. k ending here le will update my blog when i have time heh. 

Long Route...

Hi i am back on my blog really neglected alot of things ever since poly started my games lol friends blog alot la had been studying like a idiot like no life because i dont have the basic foundation for all this modules that i am taking therefore i need work extra hard research solutions on how to do and solve all this equations. Poly ppl is soo fcukkeddd uppp they are so self-ish i hate them alot when i need ask qns at home when i pm or sms them they will keep telling me i am not free sorry cant help u i am busy going cycling or wat i eating dinner later get back to u! U KNOW WAT all fail to help me say get back to me also never haizzz fkkk la why cant u all jus help one another why so 2 face when u facing me in sch and at home is totally different person i am facing.. In sch they seems helpfull when at home dafark all self-centred b1tches care for themself only sibei dulan maximum.. 2 more days to my exam 1 week taking 3 main module exams which consist of 30% which is alot la.. i been trying too hard last 4 days 5am sleep working on my revision really sibei stressss laaaa fcukkkk. Tried to play a few games to cool myself down after later back to work again.. i often get headache now haizzz.. i nvr try so hard in my life for studies man when i am way back in ite so relax can slack and play and pass.. Now leh play also cant slack also cant fff man NYP really very jing zhen when comes to study. i can hear what my classmates i wan aim DIRECTOR award?? i was like WTFUX u serious that make me so crazy didnt know my class A2 is so hardc0re type.. i can see other class talking about dota games bllackshot but my class none talk abt games or even girls -.- wonthering cb are they gays... super rabak ttm!

This 2months really been thru all this can i really still hold on with my studies.. total 3yrs and now 2months+ only i am like that already i skip going thai pubs drinking etc jus for this exam.. and i should stop drinking le been going to thai pub everyweek without fail.. should get back to my old-self when free jus go play LoL instead of going out with frien to go thai pub drink -.- hang flower alone only bill came out to $250 fk man didnt know i spent so much haizz for the 1month havent count the drinking bottles.. damn siao i know but ya enjoyment also for awhile only i should really stopppppppp!! plus i never work already spending so much holy fcuk.. yes dad knows i go there he didnt stop me for some reason i duno why but can see he doesnt like it oh well..

And to my bro joseph fking pass 2months keep telling me same girl this problem tat problem i wan go siao already lor keep holding his hand to walk guide him how to handle the girl sometimes feel like kan him hopefully mr darling jr can giv him 1 rabak 1 soon bloody hell i got my things to handle study etc and u another side asking me for solutions How what should i do, did i did anything wrong, wat i do to make her like this, why she change so much,why are we not close like last time, fff uuu of cos girl will change la once u like someone which is a girl and is a close friends sure things changes what plus u did multiple mistakes over and over again and this mistakes is all those super rabak 1 even dh also cant win u urs is worst then him ttm! let ppl hear already cfm laugh and cry and even think wtfux damn real. And u are glad i didnt even blame u a single shitx cos after all this happen i and those classmates girls became not so close thx to u cos they know i and u are good buddy's so of cos they wont ask me out already la cos they know if i go u also will follow duhh.. but nvm i dont really care le tey are not important in my life's also.. keep a few important ones will do u know who u are

Gona end here le 5.30am now tml wake up study again.