Come to think of it what do i exactly wan in my life to be honest i duno it myself reason i also duno feel fking lost and yes tml is my first day of poly and yet i am not looking foward to it why i also duno. The reason why i can say duno because after today all the things i do yea i go thai pub drink enjoy spent $$ and i am saying abt 3digits tat i have spent on drinks etc girl come pei u drink sit with u accompany u arrr wadever it is end of the day yes u get the enjoyment that is for a few hours! yup definitely i enjoy myself but what i am trying to say is wat is the meaning of "love"? The reason i have this qns is while i was at thai pub drinking i saw this guy super familar which is the gf blog i always read abt their stories how loving they are each other etc. the momment i saw him str8 away my mind flash and think eh isnt this the guy on the gf blog i always read on the blog saying how lovely they are etc. and they been tgt for 2yrs plus and now the point is why this guy appear in such pub and i seen him around with 2-3 thai girls and he enjoying himself like a boss while later brought 1 back home in a car. SO now my qns is did the gf treat him badly OR he is playing behind the gf OR he jus wan to play around more and yet still tgt with the gf. Yes i know this is not my business ya but what i truely wan to know is so now u tell me what is the true meaning of "LOVE". someone can explain it to me? and is the perfect ans tat i could accpect. i am not saying i am a good guy duhh i dare to admit i am a bad guy thats why my last ex broke with me oh well LAUGH OUT LOUD at myself man for being a dumb guy who did not cherish the girl who love me. really silly or maybe tis is wat i call karma strikes back haiz..
Ever since my last ex i lost the feel of love and yet now i wan is get a gf yes honest to her no playing around and really treat me like a bf. ya i do not need any wat sex from u or wadever shitx jus true love is it tat hard to find such a girl in sg i duno really. yea A u telling me u love me and yet u gt a bf so really wtf u trying to tell me i really cant catch it. u gt a bf and u telling me u love me SIMI LJ u making me more piss off rather den liking u again u knowwwwww or nooooott... ya i bet u duno cos u will nvr know wat i trying to pass my message across ur head. so even though yehh i am tgt with u or maybe accpect u as my gf will i be happy? is this wat i want? the answer is i really duno.. so thats the reason why i am fking trying to avoid u cos i really du no wad i can giv u also..
so end of the day ya i enjoy myself at there but the momment i hit home i dont feel i am happy is like i think i did smth wrong in my life to go play around i duno man jus bec i am single is tat the right thing to do i may be wrong maybe i did the correct thing jus to make myself happy jus for awhile and end up feel not happy when i reach home? did liquor jus fking brain wash me? or is my life too boredddd till i need to do all this yea those who after reading this sure thing wow i am like this, this is wat i do outside when i am with friens etc.
so for now from wat i see those guys tat appear in thai pub or wadever shit pub clubs duno what is the meaning of "love" also ba? True or Not? hope i am wrong cos this is wat i think that they duno wat is love thats why they need go thai pubs all to play around or their gf is way too bored till they need go such places.
Really respect and salute my dad who only love my mum and never once play behind her back. ya he gamble so wattt u other ppl those realtives or who say yaa gamble is badddd den what to we call those that are married and is still playing behind their wife. call them Bastards? or come to worst. worst den dog in chinese.. so fk who ever say gamble is bad yes i know is bad so watttt as long as u dont gamble until declare bankupt and drag ur family down other then that everything should be fine. i dont blame my dad for gambling but i see ppl who always gossip like those fking san gu 6 por yaa ur daddy gamble is so badddd oh yea fk u man u know shitx. A person who gamble is to kill time and make themself happy and yet working everyday too and feeding the family i can feeeel my dad way too much tats why we can understand each other.
ok gona end here ohh mr ren ren and kkj pls come back asap gona bored to death no one to talk cock with me and when i gt qns no one to find to help me with it damn yes vic kor kor has been helping me hah xoxo him too!
End of the day did i enjoy myself?
Ever since my last ex i lost the feel of love and yet now i wan is get a gf yes honest to her no playing around and really treat me like a bf. ya i do not need any wat sex from u or wadever shitx jus true love is it tat hard to find such a girl in sg i duno really. yea A u telling me u love me and yet u gt a bf so really wtf u trying to tell me i really cant catch it. u gt a bf and u telling me u love me SIMI LJ u making me more piss off rather den liking u again u knowwwwww or nooooott... ya i bet u duno cos u will nvr know wat i trying to pass my message across ur head. so even though yehh i am tgt with u or maybe accpect u as my gf will i be happy? is this wat i want? the answer is i really duno.. so thats the reason why i am fking trying to avoid u cos i really du no wad i can giv u also..
so end of the day ya i enjoy myself at there but the momment i hit home i dont feel i am happy is like i think i did smth wrong in my life to go play around i duno man jus bec i am single is tat the right thing to do i may be wrong maybe i did the correct thing jus to make myself happy jus for awhile and end up feel not happy when i reach home? did liquor jus fking brain wash me? or is my life too boredddd till i need to do all this yea those who after reading this sure thing wow i am like this, this is wat i do outside when i am with friens etc.
so for now from wat i see those guys tat appear in thai pub or wadever shit pub clubs duno what is the meaning of "love" also ba? True or Not? hope i am wrong cos this is wat i think that they duno wat is love thats why they need go thai pubs all to play around or their gf is way too bored till they need go such places.
Really respect and salute my dad who only love my mum and never once play behind her back. ya he gamble so wattt u other ppl those realtives or who say yaa gamble is badddd den what to we call those that are married and is still playing behind their wife. call them Bastards? or come to worst. worst den dog in chinese.. so fk who ever say gamble is bad yes i know is bad so watttt as long as u dont gamble until declare bankupt and drag ur family down other then that everything should be fine. i dont blame my dad for gambling but i see ppl who always gossip like those fking san gu 6 por yaa ur daddy gamble is so badddd oh yea fk u man u know shitx. A person who gamble is to kill time and make themself happy and yet working everyday too and feeding the family i can feeeel my dad way too much tats why we can understand each other.
ok gona end here ohh mr ren ren and kkj pls come back asap gona bored to death no one to talk cock with me and when i gt qns no one to find to help me with it damn yes vic kor kor has been helping me hah xoxo him too!
End of the day did i enjoy myself?
