Feeling Down~

Oh well life been sucks for me having flu and cough for like almost 1 week le have been trying to smoke lesser due to some ppl dont like me smoking and my parents dont like it too -.- but still i will try quit smoking if i can who knows 1 day i quited hahaha.

 Forgetting someone i used to love or should i say like and trying hard to keep myself busy and occupy so that i wont think of her how i met her how i get to know her from where it started etc. I may look strong from the outside but actually in the inside if u can see or feel it will explain everything that is within me. Been telling myself why tis and that happens till the extend now it became like this. sometimes being selfish is right.