Oh well last night was so badddddd i cant freaking sleep due to over stress nervous kan chiong i think abt the paper so i told her dont feel like talking today cos really man wa revise wad also cant go in my brain here in there out u know damn siao man so she ask me why i say err nothing much ask her go sleep den she feel strange or wierd i think cos morning wake up i saw msg somethings seems troubling u in ur mind she can feel..so i try to lie on bed to sleep at 2+ wa keep turn here and there till 5 so i wake up i wack 1 hour try to absorb some notes into my mind till 6 den finally i am so tired the momment i lie on bed 5mins ko till 8 woke up dad bring me go eat den send me to sch. so 9.30 was the exam started i told myself tmd i going TRY HARD qns i duno de i also going to write something into the blank of cos not write I FUCK YOU I FUCK YOU lololo! cos i saw fb gt 1 paper the ans all tat guy write fcuk lol. so after 2 hours time up i see my paper hmm will i pass? and my paper is full of words no blank but duno correct or not even though i write smth tat is similar to the ans. but something strange is i feel damn relieve after i walk out of the classroom suddenly feel no burdens no stress nothing feel damn relax and shoik lol so had a puff in the toilet with my classmates den break time. And next up in my mind is lol again lmao so i called jr and chit chated abit abt wk haha..
Still cant figure out why my mind cant absorb it when last min i revise normally i can de.. guess is alot things running in my mind.. cos i remeber last few months ago like "someone" till lost focus of my studies but in the end i did good for my exam la.. den mostly talking on phone with the person will know if he read this haha and is all abt the "someone" damn jia lat man i tell u ppl go sch study listen to teacher i go sch talk on phone abt the "someone" -.- feel silly man but also cannot say i silly la cos it too over obsessed over the "someone" den end up both our hp bill picha.. i can write this is bec i still rembr not every single thing but mostly ba. oh well going end here if not i can really write a story book man!
unless.. miracle exist which i think is impossible
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