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so basically played lol till 5+ i jus gt insomia i cant sleep always need wait till 5+ my body clock will be drain up and i be freaking tired so yet played with D roy and her friens wa tis roy is really rage boy we were losing badly den from no where i duno how we manage to win the game so he was raging e way D go jungler den forget take smite and i went support with no cv lol cos last min ma she complain i keep support damn sian blah blah so ok i took the initative to be support and she went jungling cos he lose lane den wad he use heal jus for D cos she do red until wan to die ok so nvm D frien there 1 guy super positive thinking guy i like he very calm jus keep saying can win de and really we won whole game only he keep typing fcuk la keep feed lose liao la surrender etc but i was damn relax only normal game come on no need fking rage plus rage at everyone D can tahan him as a bf i salute her very nice gal also friendly etc at times i wanted to jus tell roy stfu and play wa lao keep type not sian ar like keep blaming her wa fk la all bec of u i lose lane i wasted my heal jus for u and now i lost my lane blah blah bth but i didnt la i jus ignore and play my support. 

so after the game i told her wa u very calm no rage jus keep quiet and play den she saying where got i go RAGE de ok maybe i forget tat she rage before so i say her back i only see u show black face before LOL and she was like wa so evil and counter back me oh yea I KISSED U BEFORE i am like wtfux :( i always wanted to forget all this things to move on and now u jus remind me of that kiss we did before haizzz sometimes wan to forget all the things tat had happen but it jus seems so hard now arr fml but nevermore den less i am also happy la i get to kiss u like wow ok.. sometimes reading some of her sad post but i jus duno wad to comment jus feel sad lor her background is like this her outer side is perfect but her inner side is messy tats wad she said to me and i agree ya but D is a strong gal can overcome all tis by herself omg i am gona learn from her la. positive thinking! everyday is sunshine must keep telling myself .. ok gona head to bed now 2 hours of sleep and kick my @ss to sch at 9am.. and yea i pass my test again gt 70 marks happy :) play hard work hard study hard fuck hard learn hard!

you shi wo de tou nao qian dou shi ni de ying zhi  :(