Wat a day to start today woke up at 3+pm tis few days have been sleeping at as early as 7am in the morning fking real due to ranked games too much haha so ya. so woke up today 3+pm ranked 2 games and suppose to meet 1 of my frien for dinner but end up jus a call from alice i cancel my dinner meeting with frien and met her due to the fcuking bf aeroplane her.. real end up i be good person lor come down pei her eat walk around town shopping for her xmas gift for her mum so ya. so shopping done send her home as she was abt to enter lift she say she dont feel like going home so early cos was only 10pm so k nvm find a place sat down smoke tgt and chit chated etc saying her bf tis la tat la no good den why still hold on to the r/s man i ask her tat not i being a bad person asking her to break but no point wat complains over and over again. so she jus keep quiet for a momment and for no reason she break down like hmm did i say smth wrong o.o so as usual trying my best calm her down and lending her my shoulder.. haiz since so xin ku why in the first place patch.. super wtfux man and i also duno why i am like so worried for her the momment she call me i jus change bathe and meet her maybe my feelings for her when deeper i duno la but i jus feel she is not the 1 i looking for but yet arr jus duno how to describe my feeling.. fk! so before she went home i tried to make her smile and yes i did it so she smiled tats good la i also smile i jus hate girls cry la huh!
Sometimes i feel my feelings for her is it true or not i jus duno man when she is single i jus basically make her wait now she is in a r/s cos sometimes she talk to me halfway she tell me i go call my baby liao den my mind think orhx ok bye so call ended. is like my heart is jealous but i jus cant think of it WHY! am i jealous. see tis is wat i mean by i am confuse yet jus cant think of a reason why am i jealous due to she told me she going call her baby den i jealous? wtf let ppl hear sure laugh la haiz. suan le la come to think of it after a good sleep i forget all those unhappy things in my mind cos i jus wan to look foward to a better day. now i am always trying hard to see things towards a brighter side and positive rather den negative always..
i wish i known the truth behind the lies
Sometimes i feel my feelings for her is it true or not i jus duno man when she is single i jus basically make her wait now she is in a r/s cos sometimes she talk to me halfway she tell me i go call my baby liao den my mind think orhx ok bye so call ended. is like my heart is jealous but i jus cant think of it WHY! am i jealous. see tis is wat i mean by i am confuse yet jus cant think of a reason why am i jealous due to she told me she going call her baby den i jealous? wtf let ppl hear sure laugh la haiz. suan le la come to think of it after a good sleep i forget all those unhappy things in my mind cos i jus wan to look foward to a better day. now i am always trying hard to see things towards a brighter side and positive rather den negative always..
i wish i known the truth behind the lies
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