Ni Ai Wo?

Last night slept at 5+ due to duno to be happy or sad so i when downstairs and sit at 1 corner smoke and tears flowing down my cheeks and at the same time smiling and ask myself why this why that always when i am down first thing in my mind always negative never once i look towards the positive side haiz so after thinking too hard i gt tired and when back up and change to preapare to sleep jus as bfr i go to bed i whatsapps sis why girls are so hard to understand or i fail too much.. so woke up at 1+ near to 2 wash up and see my hp saw sis reply so she tell me this and that la read liao hmm true i met wrong girl ba life being fair by being unfair to everyone and etc. and whatsapp my good bro so he told me this and that too actually i like her jus scared she not serious etc end up i get hurt wat for rite if i were to go in a r/s and long later end up break le i hurt myself again..

One of my sis she is age 22 or 23  msg me hey bro why ur bdae falls on monday why not on on fri or sat cos she promise me to bring me to attica to chiong on my bdae cos that club is 21 and above den can go in and i will be 21 le :( old liao la fcuk!  lol i was thinking wtfux now only 12dec still early la LOL my bdae falls on 30january still long way to go lmao she kan chiong spider la so cute la she and she super wuxim man still can rembr what she promise me cos my 20 bdae she gt celeberate for me. Hmm anyone wan help me plan wat to do on my bdae! *Hint Hint* :)) haha. jus wan all my good bros and sis gather tgt sit down eat drink and celeberate i am more den happy enuff le but of cos not make me drunk la i still rembr my 20th bdae i gt drunk so badly cb i still gt the pictures lol super unglam tmd! 1 pic show i lieing on the ROAD! damn real see liao cfm wtfux man!

So use com the whole day didnt text her to my surprise she msg me Ni Bu Li Wo le? next think in my mind was tmd u now in a r/s still dare come tell me Ni Bu Li Wo le? real huh and i wanted to send her a nice long scolding msg but end up i didnt why cos heart too xin luan la xia bu liao shou end up i tell her if u wan text me make sure let ur bf know dont come later gt some shitx problems in btw me and ur bf first 1 i sure slap is u and i will u know why jus to wake up ur fking idea. so texted her la what she want since u gt bf why still bother abt my life good or not obviously u trying to know wheather i am sad or wat duh but i pretend i am fine jus dont wan let her know abt it. so end up she ask me tc of myself la blah blah anything she will text me so i say ok. so later ard 1+ saw her posting on FB and it goes like this Dont say u love me unless u mean it because i might do something crazy like beileve it. i dun know which of ur words i can beileve. i guess she is writing to let her ex bf see cos ytd her status was in a r/s with tat guy. 

So was thinking if since she could write like this and why in the first place go back to him for real huh or she jus was testing see he love her or not.. den like tat if i were to be in a r/s her she also testing la weather i love her bo if no den break with me? she is getting more terror man even next few days or wadever she become single i still not going to make my move still gona wait or maybe i wont.. tats why i say girls are complicated u will nvr know what the fuk they are thinking till 1 day u know u be shock.

Best is at least i still have my kkj sis and good bro i know they are my real frens always there be it anyone is sad we will cheer each other up and support one another. Never regret knowing them ^_^