Woke up today first thing saw my phone gt a msg after reading *Stun* for awhile duno wad to reply the msg cos is too -.- was thinking what if i were to rush into tis r/s will it be a happy one or will it buang badly behind. Always u off day u wan come find smth for me to crack my head wtfux maybe u are young la duno how to think jus wan faster get into a r/s why for fun or for show only to show ur friens u are attached i duno ba jus a random guess from me. or age gap 5 years my thinking and ur thinking different tats why this the difference? If since u wan it like this den i guess i will giv u a memorable day and take a step back let u go will be better for us huh. i dont contact u i mia. that will be the last decision i will make if i really have no choice and thats the most hate thing to do :( at the same time i lost u and u are suffering in pain.
Before i play lol i used to play blackshot competitve the reason i quited blackshot is because due to a girl too u know why cos i like this girl from another team so ya we got tgt and at the same time my own team this guy like her too so nvm wor. but i didnt know that this girl could did such a bad thing behind me and my team one of them is invovle in it i dont wish to say out but is too real to accpect it but i still need to so after knowing i quited the game quited my team break off with her and mia. i lost not only my those good gaming friens and alot thing u know! i will never forget tat momment man i broke down like as if the world is ending cry like a idiot. From that momment onwards i lost trust in love tats the reason why now i wan move 1 step at a time dont wan rush into r/s haizz.. will never understand how i feel de..
Now at least i met really some good buddies u know who u are :) those unhappy momments i shall forget it ba dont even turn back once decision made.
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